Goodbye 2010

This would probably be my last and final entry for 2010. Without realising, 2010 is goina end within 24hrs. I'm sad that 2010 will leave soon. Everything seem so fast. 2010 remarks a most meaningful time in my life. As this year I'm entering my 21st stage of life. When I did a flash back on the past memories, I can't help but to shed a tear or more whenever I remember how my life have been through. I'd to admit, the path that I went through is never easy. I'm unsure how many times I cried within a year.

There's so many things that had happened. And everything that happened had both brought about sad and happy, unforgettable memories in my life. Even when I'm typing this, honestly, I felt like crying but I shall not cry or I shall interupt those who was already in their dreamland(asleep). I'm writing alone in the living room. The feeling to start writing suddenly happened. My writing seem to be unplanned and unorganised but let it be. i'M NOT writing an english composition but I'm writing something that came from my heart. So, any grammatical error should not be questioned.

21 a superb age at a pinnacle of a prime. It says that 21 is the time when someone really have to grown up especially in terms of mentality. At this age, I'm beginning to think about my future seriously. There's no more something called "playing time". Now it's the time to take things seriously. Theres so many worries in my mind. From the previous entry, I did mentioned what have been my most worries in mind. I did mentioned it many times. I'm goina mention it once more. Obviously I desperately need permanent job in order to survive.

I can't be depending on my aunt for daily needs especilly income. I feels guilty until now whenever I have to ask her to treat me over lunch etc... I know she always been sincere whenever she treat me over for food or daily needs. But at the same time, I know it's hard for her to keep providing everything for me. That urged me to get a job asap. But after trying for countless number of times and failed, I felt so miserable and frustrated. I'm just a normal human being whom can also feel tired and disappointed at times.

Deep inside, I always hope that I'll get the job that suits me. I don't wanna give up just yet. I'll continue asking Allah for his guidance. With guidance, I'm sure I'll be on the right path and never go astray. Just like the song, "don't despair never lose hope, cos Allah is always by ur side" Love that song.

Ive gained weight recently. Despite gaining about 2kg, it makes a difference in my appearance. I look chubbier day by day. I find it weird but nvm. As long I'm healthy and not overweight, I should be happy and less worries in mind. Ahah! There are more things to be worried about rather than this unimportant issue.

Alrites... I'll end this entry. I don't think I'm going to furter elaborate what I've went through throughout 2010. Otherwise, it's goina be a long, tedious and boring entry. Hahahah...
I'm typing while listening to the 1st song that i like frm Taiwanese singer 183 club


I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it

My 21st Celebration

I know it's Christmas but I spent the day celebrating my birthday. It's a mini celebration with the main key is the "birthday cake". It's special cos it's a key-shape cake. I love the newly designed cake. I'll try to post some pics or even videos if it's possible. Hopefully... Uploading pics failed to upload so I'll just insert a very short 4secs video on my favourite newly designed cake specially for the 21st... Ahah :) I recorded a one minute video on the entire table but it failed to upload. So I'm just left with the 4secs video available.

Thanks to the lovely family for making this possible. My main focus is just the cake as mentioned earlier. I really want to have my very own 21st cake. I'm lucky cos it's the new design for 2010 by Prima Deli. It's very soft and yummy. I'll try to upload the pics somehow if possible. That's it for now. I'm leaving.. Chiao :)

I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it

I'm TIRED!!!

I'm TIRED!!! Exhausted & I really mean what I said... I wanna have a peaceful sleep but I juz couldn't get it. Why is it so hard 4 me 2 take a rest? My body are extremely tired but I juz couln't get myself to sleep. I wana sleep for atleast a straight 6hours minimum but to achieve that is such an impossible thing to do..

Juz like today, i spent almost the whole day walking around, sight seeing around Orchard area in hoping that I could get tired & manage to sleep at night but it never work!

What I saw at Orchard during christmas eve. As normal christmas deoration and trees. One thing that capture my attention is actually the giant Ferero Rocher displayed somewhat as a christmas tree. Well, I didn't take any pics cos its crowded and the weather s kinda hot. I can't stand it & decide to leave Orchard area & went to other places for a stroll,

I did all these to make myself tired & able to sleep at night. Well the main reason I went there actually to pass by time, juz wanna check out if there's any festive shopping sale(I'll juz window shop bcos I'm not working). DISCOUNT!! Everybody love SALE, DISCOUNT! Ah hah!

That's it for tonite. Goina end my entry for now. I'l be back if I'm in a mood to write a.k.a not lazy. Depends if theres anitin interesting 2 talk about.

My New "Favourite" for December

I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it

Speed (1994)

Speed (1994)
the url



My Favourite Movie of All-Time
I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it

It Caught My Attention

PS: It's supposed to be my Oct entry but just update now

I'm totally mesmerized...

Previously, I've never really or ever idolised an islamic songs,icon or singer or whatever you called it. But until one day,... By co-incidence, I heard a song which it's melody caught my attention. Then I've started to wonder. What song is it and who sang it? My search brings me to this. I found out that it's a song entitled "Insha Allah" sung by a swedish-lebanese singer Maher Zain.



The lyrics that the composer is trying to portray captured my attention. The meaning totally reached out to my heart instantly. never before in my life that a song had a significant impact on me. It's the first islamic song that had ever touched my heart.

With this kind of music, that actually makes me crave for more of the same type of music. Bcos this is the type of melody that shall never get bored listening to. Despite listening to Maher Zain songs countless number of times, I never get bored with it. Perhaps something which came from the heart will give out a significant impact on others and in this case, the listeners. The lyrics are simple to digest and it seems so sincere.

To date, Maher Zain fans had grown to a total of 1 million and still growing. It's the first time in islamic music that had happened. Within a year from 2009-2010, his fans from facebook had grown from thousands to millions. That's a superb achievement that had ever happened. His the first islamic artiste in the world to achieved that place.

I managed to grab a copy of his album last month(nov) at JB. I'm not sure if his album were sold here but in JB it's much more cheaper selling at RM 27.90. I saw his album sold in Sg Expo but the price is about $21+++. Of course I shall get the cheaper one if it's of the same quality. Just to show my support for islamic music.

What's the best thing about it is of course it's in English and not in other language such as arabic which I don't understand. It's a language that was understood worldwide and now I know why his fans reached out to 1,000,000 +++++ fans worldwide.

He was in Malaysia for his album showcase in recently between September to October. His album showcase is 2 days in October(can't remember the dates). He went back home right after the showcase.

Hopefully there's more of this kind of music in the future with new young talents. I'm ending with this. "Thank You Allah" an album worth to buy.>