Looking at the last post I've made, it seems that I have not been updating my blog for the past 3 months. What exactly have I been up to that my blog is left to collect dust? Nope. I'm not doing anything much.. Just that been quite busy running some errands.
Seems that these past months, I kind of losing my appetite. Emotionally unstable. Sleepless nights and resulting to my sudden weight loss. Honestly I don't know how weight measurement is pretty much obvious in the naked eyes but perhaps it do shows up.
Few months back, I used to have that almost round shape face which can be clearly seen when taking photos. Bur recently I realized that the "round shape" is no longer visible but my face turn out to be slightly narrower especially towards the chin area. Chubby cheeks can hardly been noticeable right now.
Perhaps I should feel happy with the changes that happened to me but why is it that I felt something is amiss. That uneasy feelings? Throughout all these while, I've been wanting to lose weight but when the weighing scales indicates that my weight have drop, why is it that I don't feel happy? I intended to lose weight further as I honestly feels that I'm "heavy" to move around with my current weight. I was never over weight but I just felt heavy with hidden fats around the waist line.
Perhaps I could finally feels accomplish when my weight finally drops till 50kg. But that means that I'll have to lose another 6.5kg to achieve my desire weight. I'm standing at 1.67m tall, weighing at 56.5kg. Previously my weight is almost close to 60kg resulting from all those midnight snacks. Sometimes I felt that my height might have shrunk a little. Just a feeling though. Hope it doesn't happen.
Within less than a month of sudden loss of appetite, my weight drop around 3.5kg. I just wish it could drop further. Only then I could be over joy! :)
I ♥ MY LIFE :)
