I like this song.. Follow your mind, your Intuition...
Just a liitle information about this singer. Born to be Jewel Kilcher on May 23, 1974. Place of birth:Payson, Utah, United States
With Lyrics
Jewel singing "Intuition" LIVE
Good voice.... Even during live performance... She's blessed with good looks too.. Jewel is a beautiful singer
I was browsing Youtube when theres a link to this music video... When I heard it, it seems familiar... Now then I remember where I've heard this song.. It's from a sinetron "Kepompong" from SCTV.. Although I don't watch it, I find the soundtrack quite pleasing to be heard.. Not bad at all... Love song again... (*Sigh*) Why do I keep listening to love song?? I don't even have a "special guy" in my life... Wateva it is... I can't be bothered...
Kenapa kau menghancurkan hati ini... Kau musnahkan harapan yg ku bina... Dirimu mengingkari janji yang telah diucapkan... Semudah inikah kau melupakan segalanya??? Melupakan janji yang diucapkan... Usahlah kau berjanji jika suatu hari nanti akan kau ingkari segalanya...
Apa salahku.... Sehingga kau sanggup menghancurkan hati ini... Harapan yang ku bina musnah begitu saja.. Hanya dalam sekelip mata. Kenapa kau memberikan ku seribu harapan jika kau harus menghancurkan hati ini..
Setelah aku mula untuk mempercayai dirimu, kau pergi begitu saja. Menghilang tanpa perasaan bersalah... Sudahkah kau lupa akan janji yang kau buat? Semudah itu kau berpindah ke lain hati...
Ternyata selama ini segala yang kau katakan adalah palsu.. (semuanya "plastic") Kau memuji diriku berulang kali & akhirnya kau pergi begitu saja.. Mudah membuat janji & mudah mengingkarinya...
Sebelumnya kau bilang padaku kau takut untuk membuat janji kerana takut untuk mengingkarinya... Tapi ternyata kau telah pun melakukan kesilapan itu. Tanpa kau sedari, kau telah membuat janji padaku dalam bentuk harapan.. Mungkin kau tidak menyedari tentang janji yang pernah kau ucapkan selama ini.
Haruskah aku meratapi atas apa yang telah terjadi? Perlukah aku menghapus dirimu dalam fikiranku? Ternyata tidak semudah itu untuk aku melupakan dirimu.. Hampir setiap hari ku teringat akan dirimu...
Kenapa begitu sukar untuk aku melupakan segalanya??? Padahal aku tidak pernah mengakui ataupun berjanji untuk bersamamu.. Kerana aku tidak pasti akan perasaan ini. Kau pernah bertanya tentang perasaanku terhadap dirimu di awal perkenalan tetapi aku tidak menjawapnya..
Yang membuat aku terasa pelik, kau mengulangi lagi pertanyaan yang sama di saat dirimu telah menemukan pilihan hati yang menurutmu sangat sempurna... Apa maksud dari soalanmu itu? Kenapa kau bertanya seperti itu setelah dirimu telah memutuskan untuk bersamanya?
It's left with an impression that you are not a "filial" man... Oooo
Tidak dapat ku nafikan, kau pernah hadir di hatiku... Namun aku sedar aku harus melupakan dirimu.. Perasaan ini tidak seharusnya hadir dalam diriku.
Aku tidak seharusnya begini kerana hidup harus diteruskan. Aku yakin allah pasti menghadirkan seseorang yang boleh menerimaku apa adanya & akan setia bersamaku hingga ke akhir hayat.. Insya-allah...Kalau ada jodoh, tak ke mana. Ahaha. Apalah jiwang2 ni.
Huraian berdasarkan pengalaman kisah benar dari "kawan2 cyber" Dapat jugak idea2 dari drama tv untuk menulis.
Kalau seseorang kecewa, agaknya beginilah luahan isi hati mereka. "I'm trying to be in someone elses shoes to be able to write this article." Aku perlu membayangkan diriku berada di tempat orang yg berkenaan supaya boleh menulis artikel ini.
Kalau menyayangi seseorang, janganlah terlampau sayang. Kalau membenci seseorang juga, janganlah melampau. Kerana perasaan yg terlampau sayang akan berubah menjadi benci dan begitu juga sebaliknya. Lakukan apa saja secara sederhana. Demikian lah huraian yg dapat dibincangkan.
Jangan terlalu mudah jatuh cinta dan jangan terlalu mudah mempercayai seseorang... L.B.D(Lelaki Buaya Darat)
I needed you to love me, To show me that you cared; I thought that you were perfect, That no one else compared. Now I know that I was wrong
To believe so much in you, It was like you never cared at all And now I feel it's true
Sad and unappreciated, Used and disrespected, Rejection and neglection Were not what I expected.
It finally has occured to me, You really broke my heart - And somehow in the process You tore my soul apart.
I'll tell you that I do believe With all of the above 'Cause no one truly want's to be A prisoner of love.
Oops... My mistake... I don't even think we are ever in love Whateva u said to me is all lies I shoudn't have believe u in the 1st place
I'm breaking out of this here cage, I'm done, it's over, we're through.
Usah kau berpura Di sebalik kata Kerana ku tahu siapa diriku
Tak perlu merayu Dengan pujukanmu Biarkanlah saja semuanya pergi
Cukuplah sekali Kau menghiris hati Menghancurkan kasih Yang telah lama TERBINA
Seandainya masih Ada cinta lagi Lupakanlah saja Hasrat dan perasaanmu
Rindu nan membara Nyala dan membelai jiwa Ku tiada berteman Sepinya berpanjangan
Resah dan gelora Jadi sahabat derita Berakhirlah sandiwara Kisah dusta dan dilema Pintaku semoga kau sedar kesilapanmu
Kini hanya duka Bersulamkan pasrah Titis airmata Tak lagi bererti
Namun di hatiki Terukir namamu Menjadi memori Kekalnya abadi
Pintaku hanya satu Setia bersamaku Hingga akhir waktu
Today I managed to finish up in doing the BP notes. To be exact I've compiled all the past year questions that was highlighted by Nita, my former lecturer... It's hard though sfter six month of break & now I need to get back to work....
Back to books & notes.. Honestly its hard to recall back what is being thought after my mind is almost switched off for nearly six months...
Now, I'm trying my very best to get my head back in the "game" (studies)... Ya allah.... Berilah aku kekuatan serta ingatan yang cerdas demi kelancaran & kemajuan dalam pelajaran ini...
I'm unsure what's in my mind right now... No appetite since March 2009... Good enough I didn't lose weight... But I hope to lose weight but to no avail... Lose weight for a healthy lifestyle... Why not?....
I don't even know what I'm writing... Harap aku tak bual merepek sudah.... That's it for now....
It has been a while since I last blog... 22 days past real quick... I'm writing in bed... What a quiet & peaceful night... Everyone seems 2 b asleep except me... Am i like a night owl??? I should have gotten some sleep but I just couldn't... Too many worries in mind... About 30 more days to exam & this is driving me "crazy"....
Too be honest, what I'm feeling right now is very "lonely", "kesunyian", "kesepian"... Any more words to describe???? I'm confused... Sometimes I just feel that I need someone by my side...
Aku tahu bahawa hanya allah sahaja yang tepat untuk dijadikan tempat mencurahkan segalanya tapi kadang2, ake rasa aku memerlukan seseorang untuk berkongsi cerita... I need someone by my side... A life companion perhaps... Tapi sampai sekarang, aku belum menemukan orang yang tepat untuk dijadikan "teman hidup"....
Tak lama lagi,aku akan memasuki gerbang usia yang ke 20 tahun... Tanpa disedari, masa berlalu dengan begitu pantas sekali... Harapan aku di usia ini, aku akan dapat mencapai sesuatu dalam kehidupan ini... Berjaya di pelajaran, secure a job in the industry & insya allah segera dipertemukan dengan "jodoh".... Since jodoh itu di tangan allah, aku hanya mampu untuk berserah... Memohon yang terbaik darinya itu sudah menjadi satu kemestian...
Sepertinya sekarang ini hujan sudah pun menurun dengan lebat sekali... What a heavy rain & I'm still focusing to write since I can't sleep... Perhaps this will be my longest post...
Since I can't sleep, let me just set up a criteria for my "dream guy"
He must be a "muslim" cos religion is the most important factor....
1. Someone with a good sense of humour will attract my attention... Yup I like a guy who can joke around & most importantly can make me laugh...
2. Don't get too serious cos that will make me bored... But know when to be serious... Be serious at the right time... Seorang yg penyabar...
3. I'm an easy going person... Always try my best to be relax... I hope the same too for "him"
4. An honest person.. Senantiasa berterus terang if something is not right... Any problem,let's solve it together..
5. Give & take is a must... Sikap bertolak ansur & mengalah.. Understanding each other behaviour... Everyone makes a mistakes but it's not wrong if we give in once in a while 4 his/her happiness...
6. Can accept me the way I am & not forcing me to be someone else... Menerima aku apa adanya tanpa memaksa aku untuk berubah menjadi org lain... Menerima kekurangan & kelebihan masing2...
7. Pls i hate a guy who force me to do this & that.... I don't like 2 force anyone so pls don't force me to do something which i don't like....
Finally, I really hate a guy who uses force towards a lady... I hate violence... When this happens, my attraction towards him will be automatically gone just like that... Additional to that, I hate cigarrette smokes... So stay away from me when you are smoking!!
That's a simple criteria right??? I'm not a demanding person you see... I just wanna feel comfortable when I'm with him.... Overall hygiene is the most important factor. It's the only thing that I shall judge based on his outer appearance.
A guy with a good looks will be a bonus for me... Who can resists a good looking guy... Aku tak munafik... Aku juga ingin memiliki pasangan hidup yang mempunyai paras rupa yang kacak... Tapi rupa yang tampan saja tidak cukup untuk menjamin perhubungan yang kekal... It will be great if we can get a guy with both good attitude & looks as well... Alangkah indahnya jikalau ada lelaki seperti itu... Tapi cuma allah yang mempunyai jawapan itu... Ku berserah segalanya kpdnya...
I had a sleepless night again... But, this time round is not so bad. Since I manage to atleast sleep for a few hrs but gosh I felt very uneasy... My eyes are heavy probably due to the inproper sleep that I had last night. I sleep around 3am +++ i guess... Close my eyes, forced it to sleep but it's kinda hard to do that..
Ya allah.. Da kenapa la dengan aku ni... Susah sangat nak tidur... Ada aja yang difikirkan dalam minda aku ni... Terfikir soal exam, kerja, masalah-masalah di sekeliling... Bila fikiran ini akan tenang...
Aku mengerti kali ini aku mesti berusaha sekuat tenaga dengan bersungguh-sungguh untuk lulus kali ini... Doesn't want "history to repeat itself".. Aku tidak mahu mengulanginya buat kedua kali.. Cukup la sekali aku kecewa..
Aku telah pun mencuba untuk memohon pekerjaan di beberapa tempat... Harapan aku semuanya berjalan dengan lancar.. Tapi seandainya apa yang diingini tidak tercapai, aku harus mengambil hikmah di sebalik semua ini... Mungkin allah memberi aku waktu yang terluang ini untuk berusaha melatih minda demi mempersiapkan diri berjuang dalam medan peperiksaan...
Insya allah kali ini aku enggan mengecewakan diri sendiri & siapapun yang telah banyak berkorban demi membantu aku mendapatkan masa depan yang cerah... Mungkin setelah ini, aku tidak bakal menulis secara aktif seperti sebelumnya..
I will try to update as frequent as I could but due to time constraint, I will only update once in a while if I'm free... Till now, gotta prepare 4 the exam : -)
Without realising, time flies really fast.. Now it's already past the quarter of the year. I had a sleepless night again. But only manage to get about two hours of sleep. It's very hard for me to open my eyes early in the morning but I forced open my eyes. Doesn't wanna get to lazy to continue sleeping.
As for today I have a plan to revise my pract comp... It's been 7mths since I last study in a class regarding this. Now I'm kinda forgetting how to start up the paper.. I must really try my best & really force myself to digest everything that I've studied... I must get through this once & for all..
I do feel guilty for not revising for BP since its going to be the 1st exam that I'll be going through in less than 2 mths frm now. Since it's a written exam as compared to PC, I must give my full attention & effort to make it through this time.
Mudah-mudahan kali ini saya berjaya... Insya-allah. Amin ya robbal alamin
Well, I dun noe wat hapen 2 me again this time round... I simply couldn't sleep the whole nite... I'm unsure... Isit bcos of awaitin 4 result syndromme or isit bcos of sometin else.. It has not been a good day 4 me lately... I juz dun feel at ease wif all that hapens ard me... Pls inject some peace into my life.... Gosh...
I'm tryin 2 write further but me being stay awake the whole nite had cause me not being able 2 write in a proper way... Everytin seems so unclear in my mind...
WHAT SHOULD I DO? "Tuhanku, ku relakan segala.... Takkan pernah ku akui kalah... Percaya, ku yakin padanya.... Dia yg menentukan segala.... Ku berserah... " Mungkin lirik lagu ini memang tepat untuk menggambarkan perasaan saya ketika ini... Ini adalah satu-satunya lirik lagu yg membuat saya amat tersentuh... Ia seperti perjalanan hidup yg saya tempuhi... "BERSERAH" is my most unforgetable songs ever.... It keeps playing in my mind....
I simply don't know what had happened 2 me lately... I had a hard time 2 sleep at night.. Juz couldn't get my sleep... Why... oh Why... What should I do????
Perhaps so many worries in my mind... Juz couldn't get it off my head... My mind is being burden wif so many things... Exams results, working life and personal life.... I don't even think that i hv a "time of my own"
I hope 2 get a stable job 4 my own survival but its simply so hard 4 me 2 get hold of it..
Yesterday night, I watched a drama "dream catcher" from channel 8. Upon watching that drama, I started 2 do my own thinking regarding wat i've been going thru throughout my life... I realise that I must grab hold of my dream atleast 4 my survival... I muz believe in myself... This is wat I've been telling myself 2 do all this while...
"Dream Catcher" is perhaps an eye-opener 4 me... It keeps me thinking the whole night.... I must achieve my dream...
My 1st Blog is finally here! Shall keep it updated for as long as I had the time to do so. It's gonna be my personal blog with some added general issues to be discuss out if any. I will restrict my entries and it shall not be made public for the time being. Even if one day I decided to set my blog available to public, I shall not reveal my identity(photo's or name)for as long as I feel like it. But perhaps one day, I shall reveal it out. As for now, it shall remain this way...
I welcome any comments to passerby blog reader.
WELCOME TO MY BLOGGY LAND-"That's Life"
