It has been a while since I last blog... 22 days past real quick... I'm writing in bed... What a quiet & peaceful night... Everyone seems 2 b asleep except me... Am i like a night owl??? I should have gotten some sleep but I just couldn't... Too many worries in mind... About 30 more days to exam & this is driving me "crazy"....
Too be honest, what I'm feeling right now is very "lonely", "kesunyian", "kesepian"... Any more words to describe???? I'm confused... Sometimes I just feel that I need someone by my side...
Aku tahu bahawa hanya allah sahaja yang tepat untuk dijadikan tempat mencurahkan segalanya tapi kadang2, ake rasa aku memerlukan seseorang untuk berkongsi cerita... I need someone by my side... A life companion perhaps... Tapi sampai sekarang, aku belum menemukan orang yang tepat untuk dijadikan "teman hidup"....
Tak lama lagi,aku akan memasuki gerbang usia yang ke 20 tahun... Tanpa disedari, masa berlalu dengan begitu pantas sekali... Harapan aku di usia ini, aku akan dapat mencapai sesuatu dalam kehidupan ini... Berjaya di pelajaran, secure a job in the industry & insya allah segera dipertemukan dengan "jodoh".... Since jodoh itu di tangan allah, aku hanya mampu untuk berserah... Memohon yang terbaik darinya itu sudah menjadi satu kemestian...
Sepertinya sekarang ini hujan sudah pun menurun dengan lebat sekali... What a heavy rain & I'm still focusing to write since I can't sleep... Perhaps this will be my longest post...
Since I can't sleep, let me just set up a criteria for my "dream guy"
He must be a "muslim" cos religion is the most important factor....
1. Someone with a good sense of humour will attract my attention... Yup I like a guy who can joke around & most importantly can make me laugh...
2. Don't get too serious cos that will make me bored... But know when to be serious... Be serious at the right time... Seorang yg penyabar...
3. I'm an easy going person... Always try my best to be relax... I hope the same too for "him"
4. An honest person.. Senantiasa berterus terang if something is not right... Any problem,let's solve it together..
5. Give & take is a must... Sikap bertolak ansur & mengalah.. Understanding each other behaviour... Everyone makes a mistakes but it's not wrong if we give in once in a while 4 his/her happiness...
6. Can accept me the way I am & not forcing me to be someone else... Menerima aku apa adanya tanpa memaksa aku untuk berubah menjadi org lain... Menerima kekurangan & kelebihan masing2...
7. Pls i hate a guy who force me to do this & that.... I don't like 2 force anyone so pls don't force me to do something which i don't like....
Finally, I really hate a guy who uses force towards a lady... I hate violence... When this happens, my attraction towards him will be automatically gone just like that... Additional to that, I hate cigarrette smokes... So stay away from me when you are smoking!!
That's a simple criteria right??? I'm not a demanding person you see... I just wanna feel comfortable when I'm with him.... Overall hygiene is the most important factor. It's the only thing that I shall judge based on his outer appearance.
A guy with a good looks will be a bonus for me... Who can resists a good looking guy... Aku tak munafik... Aku juga ingin memiliki pasangan hidup yang mempunyai paras rupa yang kacak... Tapi rupa yang tampan saja tidak cukup untuk menjamin perhubungan yang kekal... It will be great if we can get a guy with both good attitude & looks as well... Alangkah indahnya jikalau ada lelaki seperti itu... Tapi cuma allah yang mempunyai jawapan itu... Ku berserah segalanya kpdnya...
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