Tuesday, May 31, 2011

May Final Day

Today's goina be the last & final day in May. I hate to say this but I have to, Goodbye MAY. This month bring about a significant & special day in my life. Lastly, May also marks a sad day in my life that I shall never forget for the rest of my life.

It's special bcos this is the month that I landed on earth. Secondly, it's a Mother's Day. Lastly, it bring about  a sad memories in my life after the passing of my beloved birth mum 2yrs ago.

5th month of the year will soon made it exit & new month will make it's entrance. Let's welcome June that shall make it's entrance by 12midnight later. June - 6th month of the year will appear in a matter of hours.  I hate goodbye but every beginning will come to an end.

Why I'm making an attempt to write as frequent as possible for this year? The answer is simple. I may not know if I'm able to continue writing the next year & the following year. We never know what will happen next. As long as I have the opportunity to write, I'll make full use of it & try to seize it.

Even if I have to squeeze in some time in the middle of the night to complete this entry that I shall post & publish later this afternoon. I'm happy to do it. I won't mind doing something that I enjoy even during the "wee hours".  I prepare my write up earlier in advance so that I don't have to spent long hours while logging in blogspot. I'll just paste this later.

As I've mentioned before, I find joy in writing. Whatever critics I might be getting, it doesn't matter to me. I'm not a professional writer, so please excuse me for any errors in language or grammar. I'm just letting out my emotions in my writings with a spontaneous thoughts.

Honestly, at first thought, who will ever came across my blog & will anyone even bother to read it? But my purpose of writing is a way to express my emotions and not being "discovered" or letting my blog became "popular" etc.

I think I still have some pending post but shall only update them when I had the time.

Let's get back to the "3 Events In My Life" that happens in May. My birthday was not celebrated this year. My birthday cake is given to me few days after my birthday. No celebration on the actual day. But this year is special as I'm a year older. 22 is a nice number. I'm becoming a little weiser than before. I emphasise more on positivity thinking. I learn to smile more and appreciate life. I try to live life as if it will end tomorow. I'm learning to be more independent.

Mother's day is special to all mothers out there. A sacrifice made between life and death while trying to deliver a baby trully a big sacrifice done by a woman. Motherly love is beyond words.

Finally is the passing of my birth mum. It seems I just met her yesterday. But I learnt that every beginning will come to an end. I learnt to "let go" my sadness. I believe that memories stays forever even though they may no longer be around.  

That's it for now. Final post for May. Till the next time. Goodbye May :-(






A Smile Is All It Takes To Cheer Up The Day. Keep Smiling :-) ♥♥ 


Monday, May 30, 2011

Favourite Music Videos Timeline - Over The Years Part 2

Been quite busy during the day time. Running some errands and completing all the uncompleted & required task for the day. Shall compile all the embeded video codes & links in one page(ms word) so as to facilitate easy updating on my next post. Just like what I did for today's entry. I've compiled all the embeded codes last week & today I just paste everything which I've saved earlier. It really saves time on writing. I only spent few minutes on this blog.

S Club 7 - S Club Party (Official Music Video) - Rachel Stevens

http://youtu.be/-X0EjwF8o0g




S Club 7 - Bring It All Back (LiveTour) - Rachel Stevens

http://youtu.be/vxtgRj07CA8





Evanescence - Bring Me To Life (Video)

http://youtu.be/3YxaaGgTQYM




Evanescence - My Immortal (Video)

http://youtu.be/5anLPw0Efmo




Evanescense - Going under

http://youtu.be/CdhqVtpR2ts





Evanescense - Call Me When You're Sobber

http://youtu.be/_RrA-R5VHQs




Linkin Park - In The End

http://youtu.be/eVTXPUF4Oz4




Linkin Park - What I've Done

http://youtu.be/8sgycukafqQ




Toni Braxton - Un-Break My Heart

http://youtu.be/p2Rch6WvPJE




Celine Dion - My Heart Will Go On

http://youtu.be/WNIPqafd4As




Mariah Carey - Obsessed

http://youtu.be/H1Yt0xJKDY8




Kylie Minogue - Slow

http://youtu.be/1xSLpoQdRrU




Michael Jackson - Beat It

http://youtu.be/Ym0hZG-zNOk





Michael Jackson - Thriller

http://youtu.be/sOnqjkJTMaA




Michael Jackson - Billie Jean

http://youtu.be/Zi_XLOBDo_Y




Rasmus - In The Shadow

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ao2u7F_Qzg




15 MV's above

Shall continue with part 3 if I could find the rest of the other available videos. Shall update next month or at any time I'm not busy. On my next post, it shall not be on my favourite music videos over the years but on others(topic/issues, etc) which I've not plan yet. Shall plan on it spontaneously the next time round.

That's it for now. Tomorrow shall be the final day in May. I've no plans yet whether I should update my blog since it's the final day of the month. Shall see when tomorrow comes. Have a great day readers :-)

*Remember, a smile is all it takes to cheer up the day. ♥♥♥♥ Keep smiling ;-)

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Favourite Music Videos Timeline - Over The Years

Songs not in order of years published. I'll include whichever song I came across first.

Zombie - Cranberries

http://youtu.be/6Ejga4kJUts



Destiny's Child; Da Brat - Survivor

http://youtu.be/Wmc8bQoL-J0



Destiny's Child - Lose My Breath

http://youtu.be/AqeIiF0DlTg



Destiny's Child - Jumpin', Jumpin'

http://youtu.be/Vjw92oUduEM



DARREN HAYES - Insatiable

http://youtu.be/ZkcRVHk1sCQ



Atomic Kitten- The Tide is High

http://youtu.be/EPFk0X1p2fs



Eternal Flame - Atomic Kitten

http://youtu.be/aztY_fpjJeQ



Aqua - Barbie Girl

http://youtu.be/ZyhrYis509A



Atomic Kitten - If You Come To Me

http://youtu.be/mpIsPjiIXNk



Spice Girls - Say You'll Be There

http://youtu.be/9ro0FW9Qt-4



Spice Girls - Stop

http://youtu.be/5JD6ejmlpa8



Spice Girls - Wannabe



My most fav song from Spice Girls

A total of 12 songs in this post. Shall continue on the later day of the month.

There's still more songs to be included. But as for now, this will be it. I'll break the post into few parts to continue with the timeline. If there's new song that I love in the future, I'll just update my post but with a different title to continue with it, eg; "part 2, part 3," etc...




Saturday, May 28, 2011

Royal Wedding of the 2 Generations - Images

I'll start to put up the pics for 2011 Royal Wedding followed by Princess Diana Wedding pics. Pictures obtained from "google" images search engine. My apologies, I can't remember the exact site they are from. I randomly select them from Google Images.

William & Kate Wedding - 29 April 2011:

The Invitation












Royal Wedding 29 July 1981 - Charles & Diana

 Princess Diana is the most gorgeous princess ever. Not to compare between Kate & Diana but I think majority will agree that Diana beauty outshine the most. Just look at the above pic. Love that smile.



 Charles & Diana are 13 years apart. Diana was only 20 when she got married with the 33 year old prince.



This is another part of my postpone entries. I complete this in June 13 but since I had saved it in drafts to published this post in May, I'll just use the date that I had planned to start writing.

Royal Wedding - A Fairy Tale

An extract from:

Source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wedding_of_Prince_William_and_Catherine_Middleton

Wedding of Prince William and Catherine Middleton:



The wedding of Prince William, Duke of Cambridge, and Catherine Middleton took place on 29 April 2011 at Westminster Abbey in London. Prince William, second in the line of succession to Queen Elizabeth II, first met Catherine Middleton in 2001, when both were studying at the University of St Andrews. Their engagement on 20 October 2010 was announced on 16 November 2010.

The build-up to the wedding and the occasion itself attracted much media attention, with the service being broadcast live around the world, and being compared and contrasted in many ways with the 1981 marriage of William's parents, Charles, Prince of Wales and Diana, Princess of Wales. Estimates of the global audience for the wedding range from 300 million to two billion people, although the verifiable global audience was 161 million viewers drawing from 47% of the world's population, whilst 24.5 million watched the event live in the United Kingdom.

Much of the attention focused on Kate Middleton's status as a commoner (i.e. not a part of the aristocracy) marrying into royalty. Hours before the service, the Queen conferred the titles Duke of Cambridge, Earl of Strathearn, and Baron Carrickfergus upon William. Upon her marriage, Middleton therefore became Her Royal Highness The Duchess of Cambridge.

As Prince William was not the heir apparent to the throne, the wedding was not a full state occasion and many details were left to the couple to decide, such as much of the guest list of about 1,900. It was a public holiday in the United Kingdom and featured many ceremonial aspects, including use of the state carriages and roles for the Foot Guards and Household Cavalry. It was attended by most of the Royal Family, as well as many foreign royals, diplomats, and the couple's chosen personal guests.

Middleton wore a white dress with a 270-centimetre (110 in) train, by British designer Sarah Burton, as well as a tiara lent to her by the Queen.



Prince William wore the uniform of his honorary rank of Colonel of the Irish Guards. William's best man was his brother, Prince Harry, while the bride's sister, Pippa, acted as her maid of honour.

After the ceremony, the newly married couple travelled in procession to Buckingham Palace for the traditional appearance on the balcony and a flypast before crowds assembled in The Mall. Later the Prince drove his Duchess the short distance to Clarence House in his father's classic Aston Martin DB6 Volante, decorated by Prince Harry and James Middleton[citation needed] with a number plate "JU5T WED".

Following the wedding, the couple intend to continue living on Anglesey in North Wales, where Prince William is based as an RAF Search and Rescue. pilot.

Prince William is the elder son of Charles, Prince of Wales, and Diana, Princess of Wales, and grandson of Queen Elizabeth II and Prince Philip, Duke of Edinburgh. As such, he is second, behind his father, in the line of succession to the throne in 16 independent states known as the Commonwealth realms.

William was educated at Ludgrove School, Eton College, and the University of St Andrews, after which he was commissioned as an officer from Sandhurst in the Blues and Royals regiment of the Household Cavalry. He later transferred to the RAF and went on to become a full-time pilot with the Search and Rescue Force at RAF Valley, Anglesey.

Catherine "Kate" Middleton is the eldest of three children born to Michael and Carole Middleton. She was educated at St Andrew's School in Pangbourne, Marlborough College, and the University of St Andrews.

After graduating, she worked in retail and then as an accessories buyer/catalogue photographer at her parents' business. She is primarily of English descent, but with a few distant Scottish and French Huguenot ancestors. Her paternal family came from Leeds, West Yorkshire, while her mother's maternal family, the Harrisons, were working-class labourers and miners from County Durham.

The couple met while undergraduates at the University of St Andrews, where they both lived at St Salvator's Hall during their first year, after which they shared accommodation in the town for two years.

In a study of the ancestry of Catherine, William Addams Reitwiesner uncovered that she shares ancestors with Prince William; the closest relationship is via a common descent from Sir Thomas Fairfax and his wife Agnes Gascoigne, daughter of Sir William Gascoigne and his wife, née Lady Margaret Percy, making William and Catherine fifteenth cousins.

Engagement announcement:
On 16 November 2010, Clarence House announced that Prince William, elder son of the Prince of Wales, was to marry his long-time girlfriend Catherine Middleton "in the Spring or Summer of 2011, in London". They were engaged in October 2010 while on a private holiday in Kenya; William gave Middleton the same engagement ring that his father had given to William's mother, Diana, Princess of Wales —an 18-carat white gold ring with a 12-carat oval sapphire and 14 round diamonds.

It was announced at approximately the same time that, after their marriage, the couple will live on the Isle of Anglesey in Wales, where Prince William is based with the Royal Air Force.

The original engagement announcement stated that the wedding would be "in the spring or summer of 2011". On 23 November 2010 the date of Friday 29 April 2011 was confirmed. It was later announced that the day will be declared a public holiday throughout the United Kingdom.

Planning:

On 23 November 2010, Clarence House announced the date for the wedding as 29 April 2011 (Feast Day of Saint Catherine of Siena) and the venue as Westminster Abbey.

St James's Palace announced on 5 January that the ceremony would start at 11:00 local time and that the bride would arrive at the Abbey by car rather than by carriage (the latter is the traditional transport for royal brides.) The route planned was along The Mall, through Horse Guards Parade, and down Whitehall to the abbey.

Beforehand motorists and pedestrians were warned about using the roads during the ceremony. The AA advised that motorists take alternate routes as Central London was virtually sealed off.

COST:

It was also announced that the costs of the wedding itself will be met by the Royal Family and the Middletons themselves, while the costs of security and transport will be covered by the British treasury. The couple have also asked that donations be made to charities in place of traditional wedding gifts; to that end, they established The Prince William and Miss Catherine Middleton Charitable Gift Fund, which focuses on assisting charities such as the New Zealand Christchurch Earthquake Appeal, the Canadian Coast Guard Auxiliary, the Royal Flying Doctor Service, and the Zoological Society of London.

The cost of the wedding was reportedly £20 million. The Australian newspaper Herald Sun estimated AU$32 million esd for security and AU$800,000 for flowers. Credible estimates of the cost of the special public holiday allowed for the wedding vary between £1.2 billion and £2.9 billion. The Government tourist authority VisitBritain predicts the wedding will trigger a tourism boom that will last several years, eventually pulling in an additional 4 million visitors, generating £2 billion for UK tourism.

TIMING:

At 6.00 am roads in and around the processional route were closed to traffic. From 8.15 am, the main congregation, governors-general, prime ministers of Commonwealth realms, and diplomats, all arrived at the Abbey. Princes William and Harry then left Clarence House at 10.10 am in a Bentley State Limousine, and arrived at 10.18 am, followed by representatives of foreign royal families, the Middleton family.

The Prince's own family (the Princess Royal, the Duke of York, Princess Beatrice of York, Princess Eugenie of York, the Earl and Countess of Wessex, Vice Admiral Timothy Laurence, the Prince of Wales and the Duchess of Cornwall). By tradition, the Queen and the Duke of Edinburgh were the last members of the Royal Family to leave Buckingham Palace, arriving at the Abbey for 10.48 am.

The bridal party then left the Goring Hotel in the former Number one State Rolls-Royce Phantom VI at 10.52 am,[60] in time for the service to begin at 11.00 am.

The service finished at 12.15 pm, after which the newly married couple travelled to Buckingham Palace in a procession consisting of other royal family members, the parents of the groom and bride, the best man and the bridesmaids.

At 1.25 pm, the couple appeared on the balcony at Buckingham Palace to watch a fly-past of an Avro Lancaster bomber, a Supermarine Spitfire fighter and a Hawker Hurricane fighter aircraft from the Battle of Britain Memorial Flight, followed by two Typhoons from RAF Coningsby and two Tornado GR4s from RAF Leuchars in a flat diamond formation.

Wedding Attire:

The bridal dress, designed by English designer Sarah Burton at Alexander McQueen, was made of satin and featured a lace applique bodice and skirt. The lace bodice design was hand-made using a technique that originated in Ireland in the 1820s called Carrickmacross, which involved cutting out the detailings of roses, thistles, daffodils and shamrocks and applying them to the ivory silk tulle individually.

These lace appliques were hand-made by the Royal School of Needlework, based at Hampton Court Palace. The veil was held in place by a Cartier Scroll Tiara, made in 1936 and lent to her by the Queen. It was purchased by the Queen's father, the Duke of York (subsequently King George VI) for his Duchess (later Queen Elizabeth and the Queen Mother) three weeks before succeeding his brother Edward VIII (Duke of Windsor) as King. Princess Elizabeth (now the Queen) received the tiara from her mother on her 18th birthday.

In order to avoid her tiara falling off, as had happened for Lady Diana Spencer during her 1981 wedding to the Prince of Wales, Catherine's stylists "backcombed the top [of her hair] to create a foundation for the tiara to sit around, then did a tiny plait in the middle and sewed it on."
For the customary bridal themes of "Something old, something new, something borrowed, something blue", Middleton's gown had the traditional Carrickmacross lace appointments (the "old"), diamond earrings given by her parents (the "new"), the Queen's tiara (the "borrowed"), and a blue ribbon sewn into the bodice (the "blue"). The shoes were also from Alexander McQueen and had a lace pattern matching the dress with appliques made by the Royal School of Needlework.

The bridal bouquet was designed by Shane Connolly, the bride's shield-shaped wired bouquet contained myrtle, Lily of the Valley, Sweet William and hyacinth.

Middleton's hair was styled in loose curls for the occasion by hair dresser James Pryce of the Richard Ward Salon. She received private make-up lessons from Arabella Preston and the entire bridal party received "makeup artistry assistance" from Bobbi Brown make-up artist Hannah Martin prior to the event, but ultimately Middleton did her own makeup for the occasion. The look was described as a "soft smokey eye" with pink lips and cheeks. Her nails were painted by manicurist Marina Sandoval in a mixture of two polishes: a "barely there pink" and a "sheer beige" to complement her skin tone and gown.

WEDDING RING:

The wedding ring of Catherine is made from Welsh gold. The ring was created by the royal warrant holder Wartski, a company with roots in Bangor, Gwynedd, north Wales. Since 1923, it has been a tradition in the royal family to use Welsh gold for the wedding ring of the bride.

This ring was made from a small amount of gold that had been kept in the royal vaults since it was presented to Queen Elizabeth II. It was mined from the Clogau Gold Mine in the mountains of North Wales, not far from Anglesey, where the couple live. The Clogau Gold Mine had its heyday in the late nineteenth century, was abandoned in the early twentieth century, was reopened in 1992 and finally closed in 1998. The Queen had "given a piece of the gold that has been in the family for many years to Prince William as a gift," a palace source stated. Prince William chose not to receive a wedding ring at the ceremony.

Title upon marriage:

On the morning of the wedding, William was created Duke of Cambridge, Earl of Strathearn and Baron Carrickfergus, with Catherine becoming Her Royal Highness The Duchess of Cambridge after the wedding. This is in line with the practice of granting titles upon marriage to royal princes who did not already have one (for example, Prince Andrew, who was created Duke of York when he married in 1986). The titles also have symbolic meanings—Strathearn is close to St Andrews, Fife, in Scotland, where the couple met as students, and Carrickfergus in Northern Ireland. Combined with his existing titular link with Wales and his becoming Duke of Cambridge in England, his collective titles link William to each of the four countries in the United Kingdom.

Wedding cakes:

The wedding cake had a strong British floral theme, using elements of the Joseph Lambeth technique. It was an eight-tiered traditional fruit cake decorated with cream and white icing and 900 sugar paste flowers. The Lambeth technique is based on a style of decorating that was popular in England where chefs and decorators would use a lot of intricate piping to create 3-D scrollwork, leaves, flowers, and other decoration. The method is still popular today and is frequently used by wedding cake designers and decorators to create ornate wedding cakes.

The cake designer Fiona Cairns was chosen in February 2011 to create the wedding cake. Additionally, McVitie's created a groom's cake from chocolate biscuit for the reception at Buckingham Palace. The chocolate biscuit cake was made from a Royal Family recipe and was specially requested by Prince William.

Honeymoon:

Despite reports that the couple would leave for their honeymoon the day after their wedding, Prince William immediately returned to his work as a search-and-rescue pilot, and the couple did not depart until 10 days after their wedding. The location of the honeymoon was initially kept secret, with not even Catherine knowing where they would be heading. However, speculation ran rampant, fueled by the knowledge that she wanted to go someplace warm and her appearances shopping for warm-weather clothing.

Although the press speculated that they might be headed to locations such as South America, Jordan, and Kenya, the couple ultimately decided to honeymoon for 10 days on a secluded villa on a private island in the Seychelles. The length of the honeymoon was limited by William's RAF duties and the couple's official scheduled tour to Canada and the United States.

(Another part of my postpone entries. Completed in June but since it was planned to be published in May, I'll leave it that way.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

The Season Have Begun

Despite my "condition" right now, I couldn't sit still. Just did about an hour of job search. I've been on the internet for nearly 2 hours. Checking those loads of unread mails. I didn't read mails when I'm unwell even though I still surf the net for "world or local news". If I'm seriously ill, I'll abandon everything(internet). Health is more important than the internet! Haha...

I felt that I've rest quite enough. I've been having a "bad night sleep" for weeks & still counting. Why? I had a sleepless night nowadays. Even after consuming the medications, I couldn't have a proper sleep. Waking up in between the middle of the night & staring in the blank, dark ceileng. Nightmares sometimes do scares me off.  Just don't wanna think about it anymore.

However, I'm quite glad that I'm recovering as days goes by. About 30% more to recover as I've beeen recently infected by a flu after the sprained incident. However, I'm still feeling the pain. To top it all, flu symptoms seems to be developing for the 3rd day. Hopefully it shall recover soon. The season of flu has just begun! It can even be heard my neighbours coughing away when I'm at the living room typing the entry for my blog.  

I spent about 15mins planning & writing this entry. Alright.. I'm still typing at a slower pace. Planning on what to write eventually takes time. Quite a short post. Goina end this for now. Probably on the next post, I'm planning to write or post the music videos that I enjoy listening throughout my childhood days,  teenage life till current time(now). That can only be possible if I could find the videos on Youtube.  Till the next time.

PS: I've been wanting to write a post in my dialect but I tend to procrastinate each time I try to do it. I've been writing in english throughout majority of the post. Seems that everything is in english. I need to brush up on my dialect too. I wanna balance out both languages. I'll try to do that the next time round. My next entry shall still be in the language understood worldwide. Ahah!

Monday, May 16, 2011

A Week Away From Internet

As the title goes, I stay away from the internet for nearly a week. One thing which I will feel "empty" if I don't surf the net that long. But I have to do it for my own good. Yup, I'm left with no choice but to heed by the doctor advice. Try to stay away from the computer until I recover or atleast feels better. Wrong posture of sitting or too much of straining can do harm to our health.

For a week, I've been feeling the pain on my nerves/veins. Improper sitting posture or over stretching that I normally do daily had affected the veins around my neck. For a while I felt "immobile". Moving around is definitely not easy for me.

While typing this entry, I'm not fully recovered but I can't help to stay away from the pc for a long period of time. One week is all I can endure. I still am feeling the pain when I tried to bent my neck when I'm standing  but ateast it's much better than day one when I had a sudden "attack" of "sprained neck". Don't mind my english. Let me try to put it properly. I sprained my neck out of a sudden in just a few seconds. Hmm, that sounds much better.

Today, I tried to check my mails. Quite a number of unread mails. I tried to read every single one of it but I stop once I felt a pain in my neck. It's been a week but it looks like I've not fully recovers. I still feels the pain when I tried to move my neck. Quite a number of tasks need to be postpone because of my health condition. Pending task, I'll get you done as quick as I could!

Not to mention my Facebook account which I've abandoned for months! I felt terrible abandoning it but I think it's the best for the meantime. No more online gaming for me. It's about time I stay focus on my main priority in life. I'll only check for notifications or messages if I happen to log in FB. Otherwise, I'll not log into my facebook any longer. Reducing the time spent on FB. I've made it!

One more thing, for more than a year, I've neglected or rather abandoned my messenger. No more chatting with friends over the cyber world. I've totally quit chatting on the messenger. Goodbye to all my "cyber friends". It's been more than a year since I had a conversation with all of them. But it's for my own good. Don't wanna be glued to the computer. I wanna use the time fruitfully.

Sprained the neck or twisted the neck is the same thing for me. Not sure of the right term used but the doctor said, "Oh... You twisted your neck. I see..."  So I assume it's "twisted".

I hope it shall be back to normal as soon as possible.  The pain is "disastrous" on day one and two. After  consuming the medication, I felt slightly better. Moving around is much more easier but I can't move faster like what I used to do. I do everything at a slower pace even for now. I must learn to sit up straight but I used to slouched. I know it's a bad habit for me but I'll try to correct my ways.  I wanna get well soon.

That's it for now. Till the next time. Have a great day readers :)

PS: It took me 2 days to finish up this entry since I do everything at a slower pace. I started to surf the net and wrote this entry yesterday night and continued today at 5pm++. It took me nearly an hour or maybe more to complete this entry. I know its slow unlike usual. Atleast I managed to comple this.ou

*A smile is all it takes to brighten up the day & even anyone's day.


So remember, keep smiling :)

Sunday, May 8, 2011

A Year Older But 4Eva Young At Heart




This is what I had for my birthday. The cake for this year. "Dome" from Prima Deli bakery. It's all chocolate! You know my craze for chocolates & this cake have it all. Entire whole chocolates with chocolates fillings & creams. By eating one slice of it will make you sick due to the sweetness of the chocolates. Non-chocolate lovers, pls beware! Only choco-lover like me can enjoy the taste but I have to give in after eating one slice of it. Will continue finishing the rest another day. Obviously I shared this cake among the family. Will never able to have it all by myself. Bcos too much choco will make me sick. Overall, I enjoy consuming this cake.

Apart from the cake, I was given a treat at a restaurant @ Vivo yesterday. I'm thankful for whatever is being given and provided for me. A big thank you to those who made it possible & remembering my birthday. It's the thoughts that counts not the value of a $$$ or materials etc... Thanks to the few who remembered my birthday. All those wishes trully makes my day.  

As the title goes, A year older but forever young at heart. That's my personal favourite quotation. There's no celebration as usual. A year older had made me to do a lot of thinking and growing up. It's different this year because I'm no longer can be considered a "teenager" although I still behaves like one! "I'm already entering the second year of an adult stage". I just make up my own terms or definition! I never heard anyone saying like that. Ahah!

Things that can make me happy is being with those(closed/ loved ones) who understands me &  make me feel and be myself. Honestly, I don't have many friends. But I felt so much at ease bcos I knew I have a few that really understands and be by my side to comfort me when I am at my lowest point in life. I know I'm not "popular" surrounded by a large circles of friends but even if I have let say one or two friends, I'm thankful enough cos I knew I will always feels comfortable being in their company. 

I'm looking forward to meet them soon.

My final wish or hopes is definitely to have a career for survival. I'm afraid to demand much in life &  just hope to work harder as days goes by. To achieve something is definitely not easy. It requires hard works & determination. That's what I've been telling myself every moment. It's easier said than done. But I believe through hard work & determination, anything can possibly be achieve in the future. Tentitively, I tend to give up easily over the things I can't achieved but at the same time I will remind myself, NEVER TO GIVE UP. If I repeatedly say it daily, I believe it's going to be a strong "spirit" and a form of "encouragement" for me to carry on with my daily life.

Just like I keep telling myself to smile even in my worse day. For the start it may not work that easily but after a few tries, it works for me. By keep telling yourself to be happy, you will feel the happiness at the end of the day. Be a "Happy go lucky" person. Happiness will make us look younger. Remember that.... I emphasise myself on the positivity of thinking. Think positive & avoid negativity. Smile & you will feel happy at the end of the day. Alrite... I'm goina end the entry for today. Till the next time. Cherio!

PS: I'm a quiet and soft-spoken girl. Someone who's a little bit on the quiet side but I always wanna feel happy and cheerful. A Smile is all it takes to cheer up the day.


I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it
(My favourite quotation)

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Maher Zain First Acting Role

Maher Zain First Acting Role in "Pesantren and Rock & Roll"

Finally, I can watched Maher Zain's first acting debut in "Pesantren Rock & Roll". In Maher Zain's official facebook, he mentioned that he's acting debut will be broadcast on Monday, May 2 @ SCTV, one of Indonesian TV Channel. On the mentioned date, I tuned in to that channel, waited till the end but MZ never came out.

The next day, May 3rd, I tuned in again to SCTV, but there's still no sign of him in the scenes. But at the end of the bloopers after the drama ended, there's bloopers of MZ.

Finally the following day, May 4th, I waited in front of the TV to catch a glimpse of his acting. Just curious how his acting would turned out. I stayed through the night and managed to spot him on a few scenes. So, today I went to Youtube in hoping that someone would upload his acting and finally found it. I'll include the videos below and also the link to it just in case there's error in the embedded html code.



http://youtu.be/8i4Ad8z6tbg



http://youtu.be/mUadMCzOkL4



http://youtu.be/IhxTd0wer2g


http://youtu.be/YKi-19Y5U-A

There's 4 parts of videos in total. Hopefully in times to come, the uploader will never removed the videos bcos once the video is remove due any reasons or another(copyright etc..), we no longer able to watch it anymore in future.

I really wanna watch his upcoming concert on 18th June 2011 at Singapore Expo. But simply couldn't afford the tickets. Any complimentary tickets for me? I'll definitely attend his concert if I get a pair of complimentary tickets! Just like a dream come true.... Hehe...

Yesterday he dropped by Singapore for a radio interview but I missed the live interview conducted by Hafeez Glamour. How I wish I was there. I hope to watch him live one day. Hopefully!

I'll end this for now. Till the next time. Stay cheerful at all times. Keep on smiling. (This is what I've been telling myself daily.) Hope the same for the rest too. Cherio readers![Wondering if there is any readers to this post but nvm! :-) ]

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

I Hate Being Treated This Way!

I'm not goina revealed with whom I had this kind of situation with.

It just happened and is goina happen again for sure. I simply hate the kind of treatment I'm getting from  "_______ ".   If there happened to be anything that's bothering you, can you please not vent your anger to me like that? You are behaving worse like a kid! Just for a small "mistake"(I can't say it's really a mistake but rather a "delay"), you are throwing tantrums on me. Pls take note, the delay did not refers to waiting time of being late but  "Delay" is just a term that I used to describe. It's more into something that I had forgotten and I'm being yelled at because of that. Can't really describe the situation.

Whatever happens along your way, pls STOP SHOUTING at me. I'm a normal human being with feelings. It cost you nothing to be polite ad say things out nicely. I bet you can do that but it seems that you purposely choose that kind of "attitude" to look "superior".  Everyone makes mistake but that's not the way to deal with it.

"Patience is virtue" but it seems that you don't have that in your inner-self.  Things can never always go your way! You are never 100% on the right path/situation. Accept it when someone correct your way bcos you're never always right. I hope you will change one day but that hope seems to be very difficult to be achive bcos you never ever tried. You never try to control your anger. Have you ever did once? I knew from the start, you never did. You seems to have lost the "sense of respect" towards others. You never care about my feelings and the rest.

In hoping that you will get control of your anger management seems just like a dream that will never come true! You never even realised how you have hurt me and the rest. You never will bcos you can't be bothered with it(suroundings). Lately, you have changed drastically. What causes the cahange? Only GOD knew it. If only I had the courage to say this in front of you but I never did. My feelings/ inner-self are too fragile that if I happened to say it out, I'll broke into tears.

How I wish I'm not a "fragile" girl. Any little things can break me. I can easily cried over little things. This is something that I wanna change. I wanna be a strong girl but it's hard for me. I do have temper just like everyone else did but I've been reminding myself on anger management. I try my best to control my anger especially in public. So, the chance of you(people) seeing me showing "temper" in public is very rare unless I'm in a bad mood but that had never happened so far. I'll just walk away if I'm angry & without talking to anyone. I personally think that walking away is better than showing "tantrums" or "yelling" in public. Save the embarrasement to yourself!

I know ________ will never knew I'm talking about _______ down here. As I said in the beginning, I'll not revealed the name of the person who hurt me unknowingly even though I bet _____ would have knew it. I HATE being yelled at especially in public or anywhere! ________, "Save the embarrasement to yourself!" I believe in what goes around, comes around and karma. Whatever hurt that this person had caused, one day, ______ will face the same situation like mine. So, if you don't wanna be embarrased in public, never do so otherwise.

That's it for now. I felt so much relieved after typing out what I went through today.

ps: * __________ (this underline blanks refers to the person whom I felt pissed off with. Hence, I'm not revealing the name.) *

Sunday, May 1, 2011

It's Already May

Today's already the 1st day of May & the 5th month of the year. Hello MAY. Goodbye April! I'm goina miss April.

In just a matter of days, I'll be a year older. I'm sad to think about it. I wish to stay at my current age forever but I know that's impossible. Every living thing will age one day. No one will live forever. Whatever it is, I'm still young even though I'll be a year older in a few days time. I'm thankful to be able to live this far.

My hopes for this month is all my wishes shall come true. What my wishes are? I shall keep that as a secret! Bcos not everything can be shared to public. Hope for a smooth daily survival in life. Life is like a spinning wheel. It never went on as smooth as we expected. We'll have to go through a crooked path before being able to say " I made it!" or "I survive this battle!" Face the fact, life is never straight. Many obstacles awaits us in the future.

Throughout 2011, I said this to myself. I don't wanna be addicted to the social networking websites like facebook because that's the only account that I have in social networking. That's part of my resolution for 2011. Ahah! It's not only a resolution but I managed to keep to my "resolution". I'm no longer addicted to fb. I no longer played any games from fb. I made it! My resolutions completed. I did not check into fb daily like what I used to. If I'm busy, I'll abandon fb. Recently, I'm ill for nearly a week and I did not log into Facebook the whole week. I don't even bother to check in the news feed like what I used to do last year. I've minimize the time spent in FB. Yeah! I made it!

After I click the publish button for any post that I made, I'll straight away sign out of blogspot even before viewing my post that I've jst made. I'm going to do this again after ending this entry. I'll sign out straight away after clicking the "publish" button.

I shall end this for now. Till the next time. Goodbye & cherio!