Wednesday, September 5, 2018

Hope

Hope....

I learnt something from it. I learnt never to put on high hopes on anything.

It ever happened to me. I hope too much. Hoping for miracles to happen in life. But ended up in disappointment, shattered into thousand pieces.

But to think back, as a human who am I to place high hopes on certain things in life? I'm just a servant to my God, Allah swt. I should leave it to him. For everything is already written by him. No matter how I wish for something, and if Allah doesn't permits it, nothing will happen. Everything will goes as his plan.

I learnt that if I put too much hope on human, I will tend to be disappointed one day. I should work hard to achieve something or gain success in life. God will never help anyone if we don't help ourselves. After hardwork then we can leave it to him, our creator.

For once I really hope that my wish will be fulfil. Years ago, I am really interested with this particular job. I was shortlisted and I came down. The interview went well. I asked questions after the interviewer ended their part on elaboration of the job scope. For once the conversation keep on going as it's my interest to be in that line. Something which best describe myself. I chose a job that I am interested so that I won't feel that I am working but enjoying throughout.

But luck wasn't on my side. They convince me they are looking for someone like me to fill in the position but it turns out what are spoken isn't necessary what they really mean. Perhaps they are just trying to be nice. 

After that incident I am beginning to limit my hopes. I never hope like I used to previously. Whenever I have any ongoing interviews, I'd just go with the flow. I will never question again why wasn't I selected? Whatever happens, I shall accept it willingly. I prefer not to stress myself out anymore. 

As I grow older, I emphasise more on positivity. There's definitely a reason behind everything that happened. Perhaps a blessings in disguise. 

That's it for now. Till the next update if I feel like updating. 


I ♥ MY LIFE :)

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