Was browsing through the calender when suddenly it hit me hard on my head. What? April coming to an end? OMG...! Last week I'm aware that April's was nearing to it's end but I don't expect this to be happening this quick. If only I could freeze the clock? The word "if" would be great if it can be used in reality to hold back time. If it can be used, a lot of things can happen according to our way.
April have not been a productive month for me. I just don't know why? I'm emotionally unstable... I was not in a good health lately. Been running a temperature almost daily. I ended up spending almost the entire day resting.
What's gotten worst? Recently, I get upset for the little things that occurs. It's just not the real me. I miss my "old self" of being the calm & patience type whereby my anger won't perks up easily. Have I lost my positive attitude? Hopefully not!
The Changes In Me
I realized that I'm getting more temperamental as days goes by. I really find this changes some kind of weirdo. Previously, I might be temperament for a while but it's pretty much in control. I never "explode" in front of others especially in public. What's happening to me right now? I intend to drive away that "temper" inside me. But the question is, how do I deal with it? HELP! I hate this kind of "temper".
Tomorrow is a holiday! Yay! H-O-L-I-D-A-Y! Well, everyday seem to be a holiday for me since the past few months. :)
After April ended, I am hoping that something good will happen soon. Insya-Allah...
Our smile is a light that may illuminate the darkness in others hearts, it costs nothing but can give everything :)
I ♥ MY LIFE :)
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