"Love comes in a package: happy, sad & anxiety" - Maher Zain.
I was listening to Ria 89.7fm via online radio. Ria mentioned that they will soon upload the interview done with Maher after his concert in Malaysia. Look forward to watch it. While writing this, "For The Rest Of My Life" is played on air. Love it :) That's it for now. Till I blog again :)
I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it
I AM SO INTO DONUTS. Totally nuts about it.
Lists of donuts chains that attract me. I searched for the images.
1. Munchy Donut
2. Donut Factory
An outlet outside Hougang Mall. My frequent place while it's still there. But now that place was replaced with "sweet talk" outlet.
4. J.CO. Donuts
Copy righted images. All images courtesy from google search engine.I don't owned them. I can't recall where I get them(exact website).
I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it
Meileng,
Thank you for being such a true friend all this years. I've known you since we're in sec 1. We met as acquaintance and slowly became close towards graduation day. Through all the years that I've known you, I could say that you are such a "true friend" I've ever had. I remembered your encouragement when I'm at my lowest point in life. When I'm feeling so down and need someone to talk to, you're there for me.
Incidents Which I Remembered Till Now:
I shall not forget the help you offered; You are willing to come down all the way to my place simply to install the MS Office which at that point of time I really need for my studies 3yrs ago. During 'O'Level, you guided me in mathematics despite you were busy with your own preparation for exams.
I remembered the incident whereby I came down to your house one day just for studies. I'm glad you welcomed me unconditionally. All that had a impact on my life.
I remembered when I lost my mum, you said "if you need any help, just let me know". Honestly speaking at that point of time, I trully felt a true friend that really care for me. Never before I've met any friend who's like that. That's when I discovered that I've found my true friend.
Meileng, I apologise if I'm not the type of friend that everyone hope or shall feel "click" or comfortable to hang out with. I'm unsure if I'm the type of "someone" you enjoy hanging out with. I may not be like what others might expected to be. Perhaps some may label me as "anti-social" but my true self is not like that. I admit I'm more into the quiet side and may not be able to mingle well with others. But that's the real me. I only speak whenever necessary. I've not yet to learn how to start a conversation yet but I'm sure as time goes by, with working experience, conversation might slightly or somehow improve. I'm still learning for a better communication. Everyday is a learning process.
I can't think of a words to describe this but you are trully an amazing friend. Perhaps the only one who encourage me when I felt that I'm so not in a right situation. Whenever I turn to you, you never fail to make an attempt to give words of encouragement at the end of the day. Thank you for not turning me off.
I'm sorry if I've ever disappoint you at any point of time without me realising about it. Sorry buddy. Pls don't hold any grudges against me. Anyway, I enjoy every moment spent hanging out with you although if its just for a short period of time. You are the type of friend anyone would enjoy hanging out with.
We may not meet up frequently but to me you are a true friend. Despite that, I'm glad that we can still keep in touch via sms eventhough it's just once in a few months.
My apology for not being able to prepare out a proper itenary plan during our meet up. Can't think of a proper one. Hopefully, the next time a proper itenary can be plan out so that we can enjoy the day out. Shall work on it together. Ahah!
P.S.: I've never reveal my blog to anyone(friends) although I never set it to private about a year since the day I created this. Anyone may stumble across this blog but I shall made my identity a secret. Ahaha... Thank you MEILENG for being a true friend of mine :)
I dedicate this song for you. When I heard this song, I had a flash back on all the past memories in school with all classmates. It bring tears to my eyes. How time flies real quick.
There's one more song that I really like. A song about friendship. I'm sure majority knows this song entitled "That's What Friends Are For" These two songs dedicated for you. Keep smiling :)
*When you need someone to talk to or anything, let me know & I'll be there*
Friendliest Regards,
Ms D'Lytez (My name shall be kept a secret):)
Through miles may lie between us, we are never far apart. For friendship doesn't count miles, it's measured by the heart.
There are many people that we meet in our lives, but only a very few will make a lasting impression on our mind and hearts. It is these people that we will think of often, And will always remain important to us as, True Friends!
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It's been 2 years since I had my personal blog. February 2009, the month that I started this blog. I can't believe it's already 2yrs! How fast time flies. I hope nothing but only the best for the future ahead. I hope to keep this blog updated for as long as I'm able to do so. Even until I'm old and grey or should I say I shall keep this blog updated for as long as I'm alive. If I'm allow to live that long, new post will definitely be updated for at the least once a year(if I had the time to do it) no matter how busy I shall be. In a summary, for as long as I'm in a good health, I shall keep this blog updated.
I trully found joy in writing. I shall end this entry for now. Hopefully I can blog again the next time. Have a great day to all "passer-by blog readers"(if there's any) Stay cheerful at all times! :)
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25/01/11
Thankfully, after nearly a month of being sick, I've finally recovered. Hopefully this time round, I shall stay healthy for the rest of the year. Perhaps I shall continue updating when time permits. Till I blog again :)
I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it
I know it's Christmas but I spent the day celebrating my birthday. It's a mini celebration with the main key is the "birthday cake". It's special cos it's a key-shape cake. I love the newly designed cake. I'll try to post some pics or even videos if it's possible. Hopefully... Uploading pics failed to upload so I'll just insert a very short 4secs video on my favourite newly designed cake specially for the 21st... Ahah :) I recorded a one minute video on the entire table but it failed to upload. So I'm just left with the 4secs video available.
Thanks to the lovely family for making this possible. My main focus is just the cake as mentioned earlier. I really want to have my very own 21st cake. I'm lucky cos it's the new design for 2010 by Prima Deli. It's very soft and yummy. I'll try to upload the pics somehow if possible. That's it for now. I'm leaving.. Chiao :)
I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it
Juz like today, i spent almost the whole day walking around, sight seeing around Orchard area in hoping that I could get tired & manage to sleep at night but it never work!
What I saw at Orchard during christmas eve. As normal christmas deoration and trees. One thing that capture my attention is actually the giant Ferero Rocher displayed somewhat as a christmas tree. Well, I didn't take any pics cos its crowded and the weather s kinda hot. I can't stand it & decide to leave Orchard area & went to other places for a stroll,
I did all these to make myself tired & able to sleep at night. Well the main reason I went there actually to pass by time, juz wanna check out if there's any festive shopping sale(I'll juz window shop bcos I'm not working). DISCOUNT!! Everybody love SALE, DISCOUNT! Ah hah!
That's it for tonite. Goina end my entry for now. I'l be back if I'm in a mood to write a.k.a not lazy. Depends if theres anitin interesting 2 talk about.
PS: It's supposed to be my Oct entry but just update now
I'm totally mesmerized...
Previously, I've never really or ever idolised an islamic songs,icon or singer or whatever you called it. But until one day,... By co-incidence, I heard a song which it's melody caught my attention. Then I've started to wonder. What song is it and who sang it? My search brings me to this. I found out that it's a song entitled "Insha Allah" sung by a swedish-lebanese singer Maher Zain.
The lyrics that the composer is trying to portray captured my attention. The meaning totally reached out to my heart instantly. never before in my life that a song had a significant impact on me. It's the first islamic song that had ever touched my heart.
With this kind of music, that actually makes me crave for more of the same type of music. Bcos this is the type of melody that shall never get bored listening to. Despite listening to Maher Zain songs countless number of times, I never get bored with it. Perhaps something which came from the heart will give out a significant impact on others and in this case, the listeners. The lyrics are simple to digest and it seems so sincere.
To date, Maher Zain fans had grown to a total of 1 million and still growing. It's the first time in islamic music that had happened. Within a year from 2009-2010, his fans from facebook had grown from thousands to millions. That's a superb achievement that had ever happened. His the first islamic artiste in the world to achieved that place.
I managed to grab a copy of his album last month(nov) at JB. I'm not sure if his album were sold here but in JB it's much more cheaper selling at RM 27.90. I saw his album sold in Sg Expo but the price is about $21+++. Of course I shall get the cheaper one if it's of the same quality. Just to show my support for islamic music.
What's the best thing about it is of course it's in English and not in other language such as arabic which I don't understand. It's a language that was understood worldwide and now I know why his fans reached out to 1,000,000 +++++ fans worldwide.
He was in Malaysia for his album showcase in recently between September to October. His album showcase is 2 days in October(can't remember the dates). He went back home right after the showcase.
Hopefully there's more of this kind of music in the future with new young talents. I'm ending with this. "Thank You Allah" an album worth to buy.>
I've been wanting to blog since many yesterday's but I realised that I'll always procrastinating repeatedly. Can't manage my time fruitfully. Internet connection slacking nowadays. That totally puts me off to even begin writing in my blog. I'd rather prioritised the important things that's urgent than the least important ones.
For me job search comes first. Been searching everywhere, internet, papers and even through recruitment firms.. None of them shows results. Patience is required here & yes I really mean what I said. Patience, extreme patience.
As the title says, "Insomnia Striking". Yes, I've been experience this quite a lot. Not quite but actually it have been accumulating over the years. Am I using the right word, "accumulating"? Whatever.. Duh! Insomnia come and go. My eyes are tired, body needs a rest but my brain told my eyes not to sleep... Close my eyes but I still hear sounds around me.
I'm writing now in the wee hours while everyone is sleeping soundly. Hopefully after completing this entry, I might able to get some sleep. Hopefully cos after that I can finally says "Like finally... I can sleep in peace.. Yay...
It should be it for now but I'm not done yet. Wait a minute... I'll end my entry for insomnia but not for the rest of unwritten topics. I'll definitely be back soon bcos writing is the only way for me to expressed myself....
P.S: It may seems that I'm writing all about my personal life BUT pls take note of this, I'll never want to mention something about my family members which may seem too personal to be discussed and be discovered by an unknown passerby reader. Yes I'm wriing about my personal life but I shall not expose the identity of my family members. That's way too personal. Sorry if I seemed unreasonable but I respect their(my family) opinion.
Saturday which is yesterday, I spent almost the whole day with my long-time friend, an ex-secondary school classmate Meileng. I can't decide of a place to meet up and finally made Orchard as our destination. I shall call this "Explore Orchard Rd". Although not much of exploration is done.
We had lunch at Far East Sakura Thai.
Here's our lunch
After lunch, we went sight-seeing around Orchard. Exploring the shopping outlets around. ION Orchard: Window shop for shoes & clothing. Just looking around without making any purchase. Tour around and then decided to leave the place onto our next destination. Tampines. We do our normal window shopping and the normal walking around. As we soon to felt tired, we approach Pastamania for dinner despite feeling not so hungry. It's crowded but managed to get a place to settle down for dinner. I did not manage to take any pic bcos I don't have a proper camera.
We soon head to Tampines One as I crave for donuts. MeIleng told me there's one donut shop down there so I decided to purchase a dozen of donuts from J.CO.. We went back home after that. All feeling exhausted in the bus. Took a pic in the bus when it's not so crowded. I'm a pic maniac. I love taking photos. Ahaha :) I'm ending this entry for now.
I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it
Someone who is very simple but shy. Not much of a demand in life. I’m trying my best to be thankful for whatever is provided. I hope for a better life but would be glad if I could achieve something based on my own effort and hard work.
I’m not independent but hope to be able to stand on my own feet one day. I’m learning to be independent as day goes by. And that’s the hope which I put on everyday. It’s not easy and it’s impossible to change within a day but never say never. I should have a strong spirit that one day, I’ll be able to achieve success. No doubt, I still need help from the people around me regarding everyday life matters.
I always tell myself whatever I do, make sure that I’m in a right path. Never go astray. Everyday is a challenge and I hope to overcome it one day. Deal with it slowly, step by step. Don’t make a hast decisions. Face the fact. Life is never easy and pls stop complaining. Since life is short, appreciate it. Live life to the fullest while we still have the chance to do so. Try not to grumble.
It’s easier said than done but I reminded myself this, “when there’s a will, there’s definitely a way”. Just keep on the lookout & we’ll find the way.
MY PRINCIPLE(or wateva u called it)
I admit I’m not perfect and nobody does. This is reality. Never compare ourselves with others because we’ll never be able to compete. The best person to compete is ourselves. Know where we stand. Don’t bother what others said. We don’t owe anyone a living right? Take only the positive remarks. Ignore all those negative remarks.
WAITING
When it comes to waiting, I hate it. No one do. But sometimes I’ll just close one eye when I’m in a situation whereby I had no choice but to wait. But please…. Don’t make me wait for hours. I can be totally pissed off. However I’ll try to control my anger especially in public.
Throughout my life I’ve waited long enough. It ever happens when my friend had to wait for me. But hey, I did not do in on purpose. I had my reason for having you to wait. Something happened along the way. Since it’s urgent, I had to deal with it first. The longest waiting time that she had to wait for me is 15mins. I hope she understand after hearing my explanation. Some things are unavoidable. Sorry Meileng for making you wait unnecessarily. Pls don’t get angry with me. It makes me so guilty. But anyway, thanks for being such an understanding friend. Glad to have you as a friend.
My Favourites
I love chocolates, ice-creams.
credits to freethingstodoindenver.com)
(credits to swensens)
Apart from food, I love writing. It's like a habit. If I'm in a mood to write, I'll definitely find some space to do it. On paper or via blogging. When in a mood, I can write up to 5 pages long in less than 2 hours. Yes, it's in the past while I'm still a student. For now, I kinda lack of inspiration to do so.
That's it about me. Other than that, I'll let others to judge.
When May finally enters, I know that this is the time that I will be a year older. This year would be a special year as well as a sad moment for me. This year I'm 21 but I felt so unprepared. There's so many things that I'll need to endure.
I'm totally sad coz this year is the 1st year I'm celebrating my birthday without my mum. Although I'm not closed with her throughout her entire life, I still appreciate her as the woman who gave birth to me. Thank you for bringing me into this world. Without her, I won't be here today. I missed a motherly love.
When the waited day finally arrived, there's no celebration at all. No birthday cakes like it always do annually.Totally nothing. sERIOUSLY, i DON'T feel like celebrating it. Usually when someone turns 21, there will somehow have a so-called 21st birthday bash juz like what my mum sister used to tell me. They have a 21st birthday celebration organised by their parents. But unfortunately, I don't have a chance to experience that. But whatever it is, I'm thankful for whatever I have right now. Alhamdulillah.
The other reason for me feeling sad is that on the very same month, it will be one year in loving memory for my mum. How time flies real quick. I wanna show it to my mum that finally I make it for my exam. I may failed once but I don't wanna failed for the second time. Alhamdulillah, thank you allah for granting me my wish. My mum will definitely be happy if she knows about this when she's still around.
Walau apapun, takdir berkata lain. ALLAH lebih menyayanginya. Ajalnya telah pun tiba. Aku tak mampu berkata-kata lagi. Pasrah dan ikhlaskan segala yang telah terjadi. Aku percaya setiap kejadian pasti ada hikmahnya.
P.S.: I hope to be more wise, mature than before at this age. Hopefully. Dear Allah, pls guide me to the right path
Throughout half of the year, a lot of things had happened. Been through a lot lately. 2010 marks a significance year of my life as this is the year that I turned 21. The stage that I am entering the adulthood.
But if I were ask whether I felt like an adult? The answer is "NO". I'm still the same person or rather the same simple girl next door.
