I'm Totally Pissed Off

It seems that yesterday is not my day. I felt that I was being played off by a recruitment firm. I'm totally pissed off.

Here's what happened. Last week, a consultant from a recruitment firm/agency called me up. It was said that she hed arranged for an interview with this "company". I'm not going to reveal the company's name. The scheduled interview shall be on 22nd March in the afternoon. She wants to confirmed if I'm available on that day. I agreed for the scheduled interview as I'm available on that day.

But, a few minutes later, she rang again. She said that the interview were changed to the 21st but the time shall be the same. I agreed with the date and time.

On the day itself which is yesterday, I prepared myself for the interview. I left the house but I felt uneasy, as if something's not right. I was feeling lazy unlike before where I'm enthusiast for any interview that's coming up. Perhaps this is a sign.

Took the train to get there. Upon alighting, I'm searching around for directions which links the location to the required "company". I'm not familiar with that place. I need to look carefully at the sign directions, which exit to follow. Either Exit A, B,C, etc... I finally get to the place for interview.

Upon reaching there, I need to make a call to the person in charge as mentioned in the letter I received via e-mail from the recruitment firm
"Search Network". The response from the person in charge totally pissed me off. It flares up my anger.

This is their response -

Ms M: ermmm, your name is not in our list for today but is scheduled for interview tomorrow.

Me: What? But I was told to come down today for the interview.

Ms M: Ermmm.. Maybe your agent had mixed up the dates..

Me: Is it possible to bring forward the interview now as I've already arrived and am waiting at the reception.

Ms M: I'm sorry but the interviewer is not here. Can you come down tomorrow?

Me: Tomorrow?(this time my anger emotions nearly showed up but I managed to control the tone of my voice)Errmmm. Ok I'll try.

Did you see the word that i used, "I'll try" to come? Well, if I used that word in a phone conversations, it means that I'll not be coming down for the interview today. Instead I'm using the time to pen down the incident that I've went through.

That's it!!! I've had it with recruitment firm especially with "Search Network"! They really played me out this time round. If there's any changes, as a consultant, they should informed me before hand.

They make me travel all the way and this is the kind of response that I get? It's not worth every minute of my time. They are simply wasting everyone's time. They kinda rushed me out for any job vacancies but in the end, they messed up everything.

Money is their only target. But the job that they have gotten me is totally dissappointing. I'm asking for a permanent placement but they keep giving me a temporary positions which only last for a week or two. I will not engaged in a recruitment firms if I can easily search the job on my own(based on easy accessible locations nearby trains stations, bus stops or nearby food court etc..). If this is the end result with a recruitment firms, I'd rather search a job on my own. Direct applications is better off than " job agencies". If everything requires me to do on my own research, I'll rather not engaged on them. Wasting my time!

Everything that I've been through yesterday incident was pen down here for the purpose that I shall not forget everything. An incident that spoilt my day and mood. It's totally not my day. I never regret not coming down for the interview today as it's only a temporary position. My heart is totally dissappointed with the attitude of the consultant. She should atleast re-confirmed with me for any last minute changes instead of keeping quiet and messed up everything.

That's my worst experience with Search Network, a recruitment firm which frequently advertised their job openings in Jobstreet and JobsDB websites. I've lost my trust in Search Network. I'm not going to apply for their advertisements in the future. The company is not to be blame but the consultants itself should be more responsible! I've had enough of it!

I'm ending the entry for now. I'm totally not in a mood :( Thanks to Search Network!

PS: Yesterday is totally not my day :(

Restless

I'm feeling so restless. I was hoping that throughout my previous job applications, I could atleast get a respond from any one of them. Through hundred's over applications, seems like none of them even bothered to reply to my applications. Only a few did but majority are from recruitment firms. Direct employment is better than "recruitment firm".

I just don't know where else to search. I've looked into newspapers and even online job advertisements. Some locations are way to far from my home. My mind was in a total blank. Every second I keep thinking about the "responses". I had a sleepless night thinking throughout.

Too much stress had resulted me in having an acne breakout which refuse to fade away. All those scars as a result from the multipying acne totally scares me off. Sometimes, I feels embarrassed to leave the house in this kind of conditions. I had an acne breakout for the first time in March this year and it's the first time in my life. I'm totally restless.

Not Feeling Good

It's already the 17th day of March. How fast time had past. I wasn't feeling so well lately. Flu on and off. Looks like I have a weaker immune system throughout this year. Feeling weak easily. Hoping to get well soon.

Throughout this year, it could be said that I've been ignoring my facebook account. I just couldn't be bothered to sign in to it. I will only check for notifications if I happen to log into FB. That's the only thing that I'll do. After checking, I'll straight away log out.

I thought of deleting my FB account but it's the only way for me to keep in touch with previous classmates or friends. I've decided that I shall not delete the account but shall let it remain for the purpose of connection with friends. Shall just abandon it more often.

I shall end my entry for now. Till the next time.

P.S.: This shall be my shortest entry.

Hair Loss & Hair Colouring

After nearly 1 1/2 years, I finally coloured my hair once again. Like Finally... I've been wanting to colour my hair ever since but I had to postpone it because previously, I'm undergoing hair loss treatment. I was advised to stop hair colouring for the time being until my scalp is healthy.

Frequent hair dyed/colouring causes hair loss. For my case, frequent hair dye is the cause. I love to change my hair colour a few times a year or rather once in every three to 4 months.(I'll not do that again!) Everything is done "DIY" at home. Yup, self dyed my hair. But now, I've stop doing that. I decided to get colouring done at salon instead. As we know, healthy and balance diet can prevent hair loss.

I'll include some of the factors which leads to hair loss. Info obtained from http://familydoctor.org/online/famdocen/home/men/general/081.html

Hair Loss and Its Causes
What is the normal cycle of hair growth and loss?
The normal cycle of hair growth lasts for 2 to 3 years. Each hair grows approximately 1 centimeter per month during this phase. About 90 percent of the hair on your scalp is growing at any one time. About 10 percent of the hair on your scalp, at any one time, is in a resting phase. After 3 to 4 months, the resting hair falls out and new hair starts to grow in its place.

It is normal to shed some hair each day as part of this cycle. However, some people may experience excessive (more than normal) hair loss. Hair loss of this type can affect men, women and children.

Can certain hairstyles or treatments cause hair loss?
Yes. If you wear pigtails or cornrows or use tight hair rollers, the pull on your hair can cause a type of hair loss called traction alopecia (say: “al-oh-pee-sha”). If the pulling is stopped before scarring of the scalp develops, your hair will grow back normally. However, scarring can cause permanent hair loss. Hot oil hair treatments or chemicals used in permanents (also called "perms") may cause inflammation (swelling) of the hair follicle, which can result in scarring and hair loss

What is common baldness?
"Common baldness" usually means male-pattern baldness, or permanent-pattern baldness. It is also called androgenetic alopecia. Male-pattern baldness is the most common cause of hair loss in men. Men who have this type of hair loss usually have inherited the trait. Men who start losing their hair at an early age tend to develop more extensive baldness. In male-pattern baldness, hair loss typically results in a receding hair line and baldness on the top of the head.

Women may develop female-pattern baldness. In this form of hair loss, the hair can become thin over the entire scalp.

Is there any treatment for hair loss?
Depending on your type of hair loss, treatments are available. If a medicine is causing your hair loss, your doctor may be able to prescribe a different medicine. Recognizing and treating an infection may help stop the hair loss. Correcting a hormone imbalance may prevent further hair loss.

Medicines may also help slow or prevent the development of common baldness. One medicine, minoxidil (brand name: Rogaine), is available without a prescription. It is applied to the scalp. Both men and women can use it. Another medicine, finasteride, is available with a prescription. It comes in pills and is only for men. It may take up to 6 months before you can tell if one of these medicines is working.

If adequate treatment is not available for your type of hair loss, you may consider trying different hairstyles or wigs, hairpieces, hair weaves or artificial hair replacement.

Info below obtained from http://www.ehow.com/how_2343_avoid-hair-loss.html

How to Avoid Hair Loss
1. Wash your hair regularly in warm water and use a deep conditioner.
2. Eat a balanced diet. Nutritional deficiencies, eating disorders and excessive amounts of certain vitamins, such as A and E, can cause hair loss.
3. Take care of your health. Chronic illness, high fevers and infections can contribute to hair loss.
4. Stay away from harsh chemicals - permanent hair color and perms are the most damaging - and avoid coloring your hair more than once every six to eight weeks.
5. Avoid hairstyles like ponytails and cornrows, which stretch and pull hair.
6. Keep in mind that it's normal to lose between 50 and 100 hairs a day.
7. Consult your general physician or dermatologist regarding concerns about hair loss.

Info below obtained from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hair_coloring

Adverse effects of hair coloring
Hair coloring involves the use of chemicals capable of removing, replacing and/or covering up pigments naturally found inside the hair shaft. Use of these chemicals can result in a range of adverse effects, including temporary skin irritation and allergy, hair breakage, skin discoloration and unexpected hair color results. Additionally, there is ongoing debate regarding more serious health consequences of hair color usage, including lead poisoning.

Skin irritation and allergy. In certain individuals, the use of hair coloring can result in allergic reaction and/or skin irritation.

Symptoms of these reactions can include redness, sores, itching, burning sensation and discomfort. If any of these symptoms occur, alert your hair colorist immediately so that they can remove the color. Symptoms will not always be present right at the application and processing of the tint but can also arise after hours or even a day.

To help prevent or limit allergic reactions, the majority of hair color products recommend that the client conduct a patch test before using the product. This involves mixing a small quantity of tint preparation and applying it directly to the skin for a period of 48 hours. If irritation develops, manufacturers recommend that the client not use the product. A skin patch test is advised before the use of every coloring process, since allergies can develop even after years of use with no reaction.

Adverse reactions can result from both at-home and salon hair coloring products, as similar chemicals are used in both settings.

In some cases, allergic reactions are caused by the aniline derivative and/or p-phenylenediamine (PPD) found in permanent hair color.

In some cases, if itching, burning sensation or discomfort occur and one does not alert the hair colorist immediately, it could result in hair loss.

Hair breakage
Hair that has been damaged by excessive exposure to chemicals is considered over-processed. This results in dry, rough and fragile hair. In extreme cases, the hair can be so damaged that it breaks off entirely. This is especially true for Afro-Caribbean hair, especially if used in combination with relaxers. Treatments are available but the only real solution is to stop the use of chemicals until new hair grows and the damaged hair is cut off.

It is advised that colored hair be deep conditioned regularly, and washed and conditioned with gentle products specifically designed for color-treated hair. This will help keep the hair intact and minimize color fading.

I still love hair colouring but I shall not do it often. Probably once or twice a year. I'll end my entry for now. Till the next time.

My Worries

March is already here & it's already the second day of the new month. Starting the new month with worries. I'm having a breakouts and it seems not good. When is it goina end? I never had a breakout like this. One breakout after the other. This is my first time. That's what worries me the most. Will the scar disappear? That's the question that had been playing in my mind all this days.

I can't sleep for 2 days and this is the outcome. Acne starting to multiply. Totally scares me off.

Last Day of February

"Love comes in a package: happy, sad & anxiety" - Maher Zain.

I was listening to Ria 89.7fm via online radio. Ria mentioned that they will soon upload the interview done with Maher after his concert in Malaysia. Look forward to watch it. While writing this, "For The Rest Of My Life" is played on air. Love it :) That's it for now. Till I blog again :)

I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it

DONUTS

I AM SO INTO DONUTS. Totally nuts about it.

Lists of donuts chains that attract me. I searched for the images.
1. Munchy Donut

2. Donut Factory

3. Donut Empire

An outlet outside Hougang Mall. My frequent place while it's still there. But now that place was replaced with "sweet talk" outlet.

4. J.CO. Donuts

Copy righted images. All images courtesy from google search engine.I don't owned them. I can't recall where I get them(exact website).

I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it

A Message For An Old Friend

Meileng,

Thank you for being such a true friend all this years. I've known you since we're in sec 1. We met as acquaintance and slowly became close towards graduation day. Through all the years that I've known you, I could say that you are such a "true friend" I've ever had. I remembered your encouragement when I'm at my lowest point in life. When I'm feeling so down and need someone to talk to, you're there for me.

Incidents Which I Remembered Till Now:

I shall not forget the help you offered; You are willing to come down all the way to my place simply to install the MS Office which at that point of time I really need for my studies 3yrs ago. During 'O'Level, you guided me in mathematics despite you were busy with your own preparation for exams.

I remembered the incident whereby I came down to your house one day just for studies. I'm glad you welcomed me unconditionally. All that had a impact on my life.

I remembered when I lost my mum, you said "if you need any help, just let me know". Honestly speaking at that point of time, I trully felt a true friend that really care for me. Never before I've met any friend who's like that. That's when I discovered that I've found my true friend.

Meileng, I apologise if I'm not the type of friend that everyone hope or shall feel "click" or comfortable to hang out with. I'm unsure if I'm the type of "someone" you enjoy hanging out with. I may not be like what others might expected to be. Perhaps some may label me as "anti-social" but my true self is not like that. I admit I'm more into the quiet side and may not be able to mingle well with others. But that's the real me. I only speak whenever necessary. I've not yet to learn how to start a conversation yet but I'm sure as time goes by, with working experience, conversation might slightly or somehow improve. I'm still learning for a better communication. Everyday is a learning process.

I can't think of a words to describe this but you are trully an amazing friend. Perhaps the only one who encourage me when I felt that I'm so not in a right situation. Whenever I turn to you, you never fail to make an attempt to give words of encouragement at the end of the day. Thank you for not turning me off.

I'm sorry if I've ever disappoint you at any point of time without me realising about it. Sorry buddy. Pls don't hold any grudges against me. Anyway, I enjoy every moment spent hanging out with you although if its just for a short period of time. You are the type of friend anyone would enjoy hanging out with.

We may not meet up frequently but to me you are a true friend. Despite that, I'm glad that we can still keep in touch via sms eventhough it's just once in a few months.

My apology for not being able to prepare out a proper itenary plan during our meet up. Can't think of a proper one. Hopefully, the next time a proper itenary can be plan out so that we can enjoy the day out. Shall work on it together. Ahah!

P.S.: I've never reveal my blog to anyone(friends) although I never set it to private about a year since the day I created this. Anyone may stumble across this blog but I shall made my identity a secret. Ahaha... Thank you MEILENG for being a true friend of mine :)

I dedicate this song for you. When I heard this song, I had a flash back on all the past memories in school with all classmates. It bring tears to my eyes. How time flies real quick.

There's one more song that I really like. A song about friendship. I'm sure majority knows this song entitled "That's What Friends Are For" These two songs dedicated for you. Keep smiling :)

*When you need someone to talk to or anything, let me know & I'll be there*

Friendliest Regards,
Ms D'Lytez (My name shall be kept a secret):)

Through miles may lie between us, we are never far apart. For friendship doesn't count miles, it's measured by the heart.
There are many people that we meet in our lives, but only a very few will make a lasting impression on our mind and hearts. It is these people that we will think of often, And will always remain important to us as, True Friends!

(Hopefully the video embeded works)

"That's Life ♥♥♥♥" 2nd Anniversary

It's been 2 years since I had my personal blog. February 2009, the month that I started this blog. I can't believe it's already 2yrs! How fast time flies. I hope nothing but only the best for the future ahead. I hope to keep this blog updated for as long as I'm able to do so. Even until I'm old and grey or should I say I shall keep this blog updated for as long as I'm alive. If I'm allow to live that long, new post will definitely be updated for at the least once a year(if I had the time to do it) no matter how busy I shall be. In a summary, for as long as I'm in a good health, I shall keep this blog updated.

I trully found joy in writing. I shall end this entry for now. Hopefully I can blog again the next time. Have a great day to all "passer-by blog readers"(if there's any) Stay cheerful at all times! :)

I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it

It's already February

Hey it's already February. That's the second month of the year. Time past real quick. Welcome February! May nothing but only the happy things happen in days to come. I am not a frequent nor active blogger but I'll try to write whenever I feel like writing.

It was a long weekend last week which is yesterday. Chinese new year 3rd to 4th Feb and followed by weekends. That's a long weekend for those in the employment and students. As for me, long holidays, weekend or not, it's still the same feeling. I'm still unemployed! That's the reason :(

I spent the days at home enjoying deliciously home cook food and of course indulging on my favourites of all times, CHOCOLATES.. Ferero Rondnoir, Cadbury... Slacking around. Playing computer games and downloading any free unlimited trial games on the internet. Checking on Youtube for any good songs or movies. I know it's rather boring but that's what i can possibly think of doing over the long holidays.

I've been ignoring or rather abandoning my facebook. I simply can't be bothered to play those games on FB which previously I used to get addicted to. Games like Cafe World, Restaurant City, Petville, Yoville, Baking Life, Cafe Life,Coffee Bar, Fashion World etc.... These endless games started to bored me. Is there any interesting game to play? I'm a game maniac. Time management games caught my attention.

My activity for the day. Today February 7th: I checked on my mails for any notifications regarding my previous job applications and honestly speaking, this is what I did daily. I may stick on in front of my laptop screen for hours just to check on my mails. Reading and looking through it. Surfing the nets for any news etc...Few hours ago, I watch "Alvin and the Chipmunks" 2007 film via free online movie. I came across this movie on tv yesterday and decided to google search it so that I'm able to catch it for free.
I'll include the link to the movie I just watched earlier. http://www.novamov.com/video/miutzrfgmcfv6

Oh yes... Who can resist free movie. Ahah! I'll continue to search for more free online movie. But most of the websites requires survey to be completed first before allowing access to the movie. It's such a hassle. I tried completing the survey many times but it still couldn't unlock the page. In the end, I give up. The only reliable free online movies website is http://www.letmewatchthis.com Others, I'm unsure. But not every link provided in the above mentioned website works. It all depends on the uploader LINKS.

I shall end my entry for now. I'll update again when I'm in a mood for writing. Hopefully I can update frequently just to improve on my writings and language. It says practice makes perfect rite? Ahah!

Alvin & The Chipmunks

I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it

My 1st Newly Found Love ♥♥♥♥

My 1st Love... Finally I can have my personal dream laptop :) It's a lovely soft pink in colour.. :) But I don't understand why the backlight often dims. I've adjusted the settings from the control panel-> hardware and sound-> power options and by selecting power plans but why it still dims over time. I really don't understand this issue. Can anyone help?

I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it

2011 is Finally Here

This shall be my 1st entry for 2011. I've been wanting to blog earlier but due to unforseen circumstances, I had to delay updating my blog. I shall compile whatever happened throughout the past few days in January. Shall elaborate more on the happenings. Before I start of with my entry. I wanna say welcome 2011. A new year a new begining. Let's start afresh. Let's open a new chapter in life.

What happen on the new years eve? 31/12/10
I went for my final hair treatment ending the boring 30 sessions. Finally it's over! I don't have to come back again. The results is totally very disapointing. It's just a waste of money and time. Hoping to earn back the amount wasted. Shall work hard on it.

Upon returning home, I felt uneasy. Symptoms of fever and flu is starting to occur. I felt so unwell. I started to shivers. I can felt that my feet is as cold as an ice. I'm not kidding. I ignored the symptoms in hoping that I shall be alright the next morning when I woke up.

But to my disapointment, I had already been infected by flu. Running nose, followed by blocked nose and the process continued, vice versa. I have no idea how many times I blowed my nose. My throat felt terrible. Sore throat. Anything that I ate taste so bland. Totally tasteless and bitter. I had no apetite for a meal. This continued all the way till 5th Jan and after that I felt much better. Just left with slight flu.

5th Jan 2011
I felt so relunctant that I've finally recovered about 70%. For a few days, I was quite well but not well enough to stay online for long. That's why I decided to delay my blog update till I finally recovered and felt alright to stay online for quite sometime. It took me quite a while to finish up every entry on the blog. I just wrote whatever came to my mind but I need time to plan whichever should come 1st. On that day, I make an audio to record whatever came to my mind and anything that I planned to write but had to delay since I didn't log in to my blog. Whatever incident happened, I say it out on that audio. I hhope to get it uploaded here but it failed to upload. Or maybe I should change the format to video format? I'm not sure in any file conversion. I don't have the software for file conversion. So that audio which I called a "audio blog, a-log" shall remain in my archive file until I manage to get it uploaded one day.

9-10Jan>
I felt sick again and this time it last for about a week. As usual sneezing non-stop. AND all the flu symptoms occured again. I still go out(when my sneezing and running nose slightly stop) to get some fresh air and to get my medicine. Consuming "paracetamol" throughout.

14-15Jan
I felt much better and I'm back to my normal activities like exercising etc.. 15Jan- early in the morning, I wasn't feeling so good. I sneezed and running nose started. Blowing nose again. In the late afternoon, I was slightly better. But when midnight approaching, my fever started. Until the next day. I was sick for 3 days. Shivering in the middle of the night. My hand and feet was as cold as an ice. It was a terrible feeling.

25/01/11

Thankfully, after nearly a month of being sick, I've finally recovered. Hopefully this time round, I shall stay healthy for the rest of the year. Perhaps I shall continue updating when time permits. Till I blog again :)

I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it

Goodbye 2010

This would probably be my last and final entry for 2010. Without realising, 2010 is goina end within 24hrs. I'm sad that 2010 will leave soon. Everything seem so fast. 2010 remarks a most meaningful time in my life. As this year I'm entering my 21st stage of life. When I did a flash back on the past memories, I can't help but to shed a tear or more whenever I remember how my life have been through. I'd to admit, the path that I went through is never easy. I'm unsure how many times I cried within a year.

There's so many things that had happened. And everything that happened had both brought about sad and happy, unforgettable memories in my life. Even when I'm typing this, honestly, I felt like crying but I shall not cry or I shall interupt those who was already in their dreamland(asleep). I'm writing alone in the living room. The feeling to start writing suddenly happened. My writing seem to be unplanned and unorganised but let it be. i'M NOT writing an english composition but I'm writing something that came from my heart. So, any grammatical error should not be questioned.

21 a superb age at a pinnacle of a prime. It says that 21 is the time when someone really have to grown up especially in terms of mentality. At this age, I'm beginning to think about my future seriously. There's no more something called "playing time". Now it's the time to take things seriously. Theres so many worries in my mind. From the previous entry, I did mentioned what have been my most worries in mind. I did mentioned it many times. I'm goina mention it once more. Obviously I desperately need permanent job in order to survive.

I can't be depending on my aunt for daily needs especilly income. I feels guilty until now whenever I have to ask her to treat me over lunch etc... I know she always been sincere whenever she treat me over for food or daily needs. But at the same time, I know it's hard for her to keep providing everything for me. That urged me to get a job asap. But after trying for countless number of times and failed, I felt so miserable and frustrated. I'm just a normal human being whom can also feel tired and disappointed at times.

Deep inside, I always hope that I'll get the job that suits me. I don't wanna give up just yet. I'll continue asking Allah for his guidance. With guidance, I'm sure I'll be on the right path and never go astray. Just like the song, "don't despair never lose hope, cos Allah is always by ur side" Love that song.

Ive gained weight recently. Despite gaining about 2kg, it makes a difference in my appearance. I look chubbier day by day. I find it weird but nvm. As long I'm healthy and not overweight, I should be happy and less worries in mind. Ahah! There are more things to be worried about rather than this unimportant issue.

Alrites... I'll end this entry. I don't think I'm going to furter elaborate what I've went through throughout 2010. Otherwise, it's goina be a long, tedious and boring entry. Hahahah...
I'm typing while listening to the 1st song that i like frm Taiwanese singer 183 club


I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it

My 21st Celebration

I know it's Christmas but I spent the day celebrating my birthday. It's a mini celebration with the main key is the "birthday cake". It's special cos it's a key-shape cake. I love the newly designed cake. I'll try to post some pics or even videos if it's possible. Hopefully... Uploading pics failed to upload so I'll just insert a very short 4secs video on my favourite newly designed cake specially for the 21st... Ahah :) I recorded a one minute video on the entire table but it failed to upload. So I'm just left with the 4secs video available.

Thanks to the lovely family for making this possible. My main focus is just the cake as mentioned earlier. I really want to have my very own 21st cake. I'm lucky cos it's the new design for 2010 by Prima Deli. It's very soft and yummy. I'll try to upload the pics somehow if possible. That's it for now. I'm leaving.. Chiao :)

I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it

I'm TIRED!!!

I'm TIRED!!! Exhausted & I really mean what I said... I wanna have a peaceful sleep but I juz couldn't get it. Why is it so hard 4 me 2 take a rest? My body are extremely tired but I juz couln't get myself to sleep. I wana sleep for atleast a straight 6hours minimum but to achieve that is such an impossible thing to do..

Juz like today, i spent almost the whole day walking around, sight seeing around Orchard area in hoping that I could get tired & manage to sleep at night but it never work!

What I saw at Orchard during christmas eve. As normal christmas deoration and trees. One thing that capture my attention is actually the giant Ferero Rocher displayed somewhat as a christmas tree. Well, I didn't take any pics cos its crowded and the weather s kinda hot. I can't stand it & decide to leave Orchard area & went to other places for a stroll,

I did all these to make myself tired & able to sleep at night. Well the main reason I went there actually to pass by time, juz wanna check out if there's any festive shopping sale(I'll juz window shop bcos I'm not working). DISCOUNT!! Everybody love SALE, DISCOUNT! Ah hah!

That's it for tonite. Goina end my entry for now. I'l be back if I'm in a mood to write a.k.a not lazy. Depends if theres anitin interesting 2 talk about.

My New "Favourite" for December

I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it

Speed (1994)

Speed (1994)
the url



My Favourite Movie of All-Time
I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it

It Caught My Attention

PS: It's supposed to be my Oct entry but just update now

I'm totally mesmerized...

Previously, I've never really or ever idolised an islamic songs,icon or singer or whatever you called it. But until one day,... By co-incidence, I heard a song which it's melody caught my attention. Then I've started to wonder. What song is it and who sang it? My search brings me to this. I found out that it's a song entitled "Insha Allah" sung by a swedish-lebanese singer Maher Zain.



The lyrics that the composer is trying to portray captured my attention. The meaning totally reached out to my heart instantly. never before in my life that a song had a significant impact on me. It's the first islamic song that had ever touched my heart.

With this kind of music, that actually makes me crave for more of the same type of music. Bcos this is the type of melody that shall never get bored listening to. Despite listening to Maher Zain songs countless number of times, I never get bored with it. Perhaps something which came from the heart will give out a significant impact on others and in this case, the listeners. The lyrics are simple to digest and it seems so sincere.

To date, Maher Zain fans had grown to a total of 1 million and still growing. It's the first time in islamic music that had happened. Within a year from 2009-2010, his fans from facebook had grown from thousands to millions. That's a superb achievement that had ever happened. His the first islamic artiste in the world to achieved that place.

I managed to grab a copy of his album last month(nov) at JB. I'm not sure if his album were sold here but in JB it's much more cheaper selling at RM 27.90. I saw his album sold in Sg Expo but the price is about $21+++. Of course I shall get the cheaper one if it's of the same quality. Just to show my support for islamic music.

What's the best thing about it is of course it's in English and not in other language such as arabic which I don't understand. It's a language that was understood worldwide and now I know why his fans reached out to 1,000,000 +++++ fans worldwide.

He was in Malaysia for his album showcase in recently between September to October. His album showcase is 2 days in October(can't remember the dates). He went back home right after the showcase.

Hopefully there's more of this kind of music in the future with new young talents. I'm ending with this. "Thank You Allah" an album worth to buy.>

Insomnia Striking

I've been wanting to blog since many yesterday's but I realised that I'll always procrastinating repeatedly. Can't manage my time fruitfully. Internet connection slacking nowadays. That totally puts me off to even begin writing in my blog. I'd rather prioritised the important things that's urgent than the least important ones.

For me job search comes first. Been searching everywhere, internet, papers and even through recruitment firms.. None of them shows results. Patience is required here & yes I really mean what I said. Patience, extreme patience.

As the title says, "Insomnia Striking". Yes, I've been experience this quite a lot. Not quite but actually it have been accumulating over the years. Am I using the right word, "accumulating"? Whatever.. Duh! Insomnia come and go. My eyes are tired, body needs a rest but my brain told my eyes not to sleep... Close my eyes but I still hear sounds around me.

I'm writing now in the wee hours while everyone is sleeping soundly. Hopefully after completing this entry, I might able to get some sleep. Hopefully cos after that I can finally says "Like finally... I can sleep in peace.. Yay...

It should be it for now but I'm not done yet. Wait a minute... I'll end my entry for insomnia but not for the rest of unwritten topics. I'll definitely be back soon bcos writing is the only way for me to expressed myself....

P.S: It may seems that I'm writing all about my personal life BUT pls take note of this, I'll never want to mention something about my family members which may seem too personal to be discussed and be discovered by an unknown passerby reader. Yes I'm wriing about my personal life but I shall not expose the identity of my family members. That's way too personal. Sorry if I seemed unreasonable but I respect their(my family) opinion.

Hang Out With An Old Frend

Saturday which is yesterday, I spent almost the whole day with my long-time friend, an ex-secondary school classmate Meileng. I can't decide of a place to meet up and finally made Orchard as our destination. I shall call this "Explore Orchard Rd". Although not much of exploration is done.

We had lunch at Far East Sakura Thai.

Here's our lunch

After lunch, we went sight-seeing around Orchard. Exploring the shopping outlets around. ION Orchard: Window shop for shoes & clothing. Just looking around without making any purchase. Tour around and then decided to leave the place onto our next destination. Tampines. We do our normal window shopping and the normal walking around. As we soon to felt tired, we approach Pastamania for dinner despite feeling not so hungry. It's crowded but managed to get a place to settle down for dinner. I did not manage to take any pic bcos I don't have a proper camera.

We soon head to Tampines One as I crave for donuts. MeIleng told me there's one donut shop down there so I decided to purchase a dozen of donuts from J.CO.. We went back home after that. All feeling exhausted in the bus. Took a pic in the bus when it's not so crowded. I'm a pic maniac. I love taking photos. Ahaha :) I'm ending this entry for now.

I'm so gonna ♥♥♥♥ it