Thursday, May 24, 2012

I'll Find My Way

Today marks the 3rd Rejab in the islamic calender. That means in less than 2 months, Ramadhan will "visit" us soon. The holy month, full of blessings. Ramadhan on the way :)

Deep down in my heart I had this feeling of uneasiness. At times I couldn't help but to feel useless with myself. I felt guilty for neglecting my duties as a Muslim. Have I gone astray? Remorseful? Is that what I'm feeling right now? It always came to my mind that I should "repent" before it's too late. But I tend to procrastinate.

Thinking about death freak me out. When night fall and when I wake up, I felt relieved that I am still alive. When it's dark, I get scared thinking of death. "Aku takut akan siksaan kubur"...  It's a total darkness inside the grave. I will be alone awaiting to be judge by the " angels" on duty regarding my "good deeds"(amalan sewaktu hidup) and whatever I have done throughout my lifetime. I will be question. There's no way to run or anyone to help. It's just between me and the almighty.

Dear Allah please forgive all my sins towards you and the rest.


I Believe I'll Find My Way:

I felt restless and useless. Apart from the religious reason stated above, there's another reasons that leads to my frustration. I have to admit I get frustrated with my life. With all the things that I went through, I'm just pissed off. One after another. But to think back in a clear state of mind, I shouldn't feel that way. Life has never been on a smooth ride. Life is like a spinning wheel. Filled with ups and down.

When there's a will, there's a way. Frustration after failure is unavoidable. But I cannot let my emotions control over my life. I believe there's a reason behind everything that happened. Ada hikmah di sebalik setiap kejadian.

Whenever I think of giving up, I remembered this lyrics. Thank you Maher Zain for inspiring me and the rest with your music. I was touched by the lyrics!

" Don't despair and never lose hope coz Allah is always by your side"





21,105,930 views on Youtube within 2 years! Congrats!







Insya Allah

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on

You feel so lost

And That you're so alone

All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can't see which way to go

Don't despair and never lose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Chorus:
Insha Allah [x2]
Insha Allah you'll find your way
Insha Allah [x2]
Insha Allah you'll find your way

Every time you commit one more mistake
You feel you can't repent
And that it's way too late
You're so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame
But don't despair and never lose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah [x2]
Insha Allah you'll find your way
Insha Allah [x2]
Insha Allah you'll find your way

Turn to Allah
He's never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray

OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don't let me go astray
You're the only one who can show me the way
Show me the way [x3]

Insha Allah [x2]
Insha Allah we'll find our way

Insha Allah [x2]
Insha Allah we'll find our way

Insha Allah [x2]
Insha Allah we'll find our way

Insha Allah [x2]
Insha Allah we'll find our way
Insha Allah [x2]
Insha Allah we'll find our way
Insha Allah [x2]
Insha Allah we'll find our way

 http://www.metrolyrics.com/insha-allah-lyrics-maher-zain.html#ixzz1vnCd11tT 
Copied from MetroLyrics.com






 I ♥ MY LIFE :)

p.s.: I still have a few pending post in my drafts. Half way through in completing them. I have an entry regarding "mummy's day". Still in a process of gathering photos of my gorgeous mum ;)
I think it shall be posted next month. I'm quite "tide up" this month. Busy running some errands...

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Random Quotes Of The Day

Random Quotes of the Day ; Taken from various twitter accounts that I followed. I may also include quotes that I came across along the way. Just for sharing! Sharing is Caring!

Learn from your past, move on, grow stronger. People are fake, but let your trust last longer. Do what you got to do, but always stay true.

I think I’ve finally come to the point in my life where I’m happy with myself & I don’t have to change for people to like me anymore. 

I like this quote:
"Self-praise is for losers. Be a winner. Stand for something. Always have class, and be humble." - John Madden






 I MY LIFE :)

Friday, May 18, 2012

Random Quotes of é Day

"Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact." - William James

Saturday, May 12, 2012

Is Being Single a Problem?

Seriously, I get tired of this! I was often bombarded with this type of question. Of many other questions they can ask, why mention regarding relationship status? And the list goes on.

So nice of them... After not seeing one another for quite sometime, the first question that pop up is status? Is it that important for them to know? Obviously they will be invited if the time have come for me to settle down. So why is there a need of asking all these continuously?

This happen especially during wedding receptions I attended and even during my meet up with friends and previous colleagues from the past.

The FAQ:
"When is your turn girl?"
"Come on girl, at your current age don't tell me you're still unattached? Don't hide your status..."
"Are you being choosy?"
"I have friends whose interested to get to know you. They notice you the other day during the gathering. Want me to introduce them to you?" They can be very direct in asking me right away!

Pls stop!

Why should I hide? I have already said once, twice that I am currently single. Why can't they just believe what I've said! That's their problem if they choose not to believe. Irritating you see!

I'm not being choosy. But I feel like perhaps it's not time for me to be more open about myself to strangers. I have not met someone that I feel he's the one. I'm somehow reserved? Yes, I'm rather quiet and reserved to strangers or acquaintance.

Fine, some friends of my age are already married and welcome their first new born baby. The rest are either engaged, currently in a relationship and there's even a few who is unattached like me. There's even some who are currently pursuing their studies in the universities.

Please for once, stop asking me all that! You are making me stress. Relationship is not my current priority. I have others that I prioritize in my life. But I will not reject if at any point of time I meet someone that manage to open my heart in acceptance of his love.

Being Single?


Advantages being single: I'm not tied up with any commitments so that means I have more time on my own to achieve my goals and dreams in life. More time with family and friends.

I don't see a problem in being single? It's a matter on how you carry out yourself. I'm happy with my life. Just take the positive side. Perhaps it's not the time yet for me to meet that "someone". I strongly believe that if it's meant to be, it shall be. True love will come one day. It's just a matter of time. There's not a need to rush and chase love. Just go with the flow. True love will find it's way.

For once, I'm not even 25. Please don't rush me out. I hate when ask of the target age to settle down. To me, Age is not a measure of maturity. Only time can define maturity.

 I MY LIFE :)

Friday, May 11, 2012

Recruitment Drive

Yesterday I went for a recruitment drive at Toa Payoh Biz Hub 3. It was an event conducted by Service Connections, a recruitment agency. I came to know about this event from NECDC.

I was among the first 20 to arrive at the venue. I came at 10:35am but somehow couldn't find my way to the lift lobby. I ended up walking around the HDB Hub. I even went up at the wrong lobby and ended up in the wrong place. There's actually 2 CDC office located at the Biz Hub. That's the reason why I get confused. I did not pay attention to the lift lobby no but only the building name which is Biz Hub 3. I went straight up as soon as I saw the CDC office stated at the board listings. I know it's my mistake for not paying close attention to the details.

I went in the room and was given a form to fill in my particulars etc... My queue no is 12. It was quite fast. I only need to wait for about less than an hour before my number is called out. There was 2 recruitment consultants conducting the interview sitting next to one another. For me, it was not really an interview. It was rather a "pre-screen" conducted by the consultant to match the suitable job for the job seekers. I was told that I need to wait a bit longer before they contact me. Another waiting time! Sigh...

I have been through a lot of these with different kind of recruitment agencies all this while. S.C. just add to number of agencies I've registered to. Sometimes I still feel tired will all of these.  I know it requires hard work and determination to achieve success. But after many failures, I can't avoid the feeling of disappointment and frustration.

Rejected even before trying. I never get selected for any interviews. Perhaps I lack effort in my applications. I admit I don't apply for jobs daily. Sometimes it just happens that when I log into the job portals, there's nothing that suits me. When that happens, I get frustrated and stop job search immediately. Focus is what I need but it's difficult to control my mood.

The seniors was saying to me  that it will not be difficult for me to get a job as I am still very young. But the struggle during the searching process is tiring and frustrating for me. It's not a matter of age but a matter of determination,confidence and luck. I lack confidence especially when I have to communicate with the rest. I wish I had the confidence in me. How I wish I could...



I wasn't feeling too well today. The season of flu have just begin! I have to cancel all the appointments I had for today. Feel so bad about it. Will need to re-schedule everything. Just another day in my life. Falling sick is unavoidable these days.

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Abusive Mum

Just for sharing...

I get a shock of my life upon watching this video. I can't believe a mum who gave birth to this poor baby have the heart to treat her baby like this. It's way too cruel & inhuman. Even an animal love their new offspring.

The poor baby was beaten, thrown with a remote, pinch and kick! Brutal sia!


The mum was arrested and imprisonment for 18 months. This video is circulating via facebook according to PDRM(Polis Di Raja Malaysia) Malaysian Police Force. Finally few uploader began to reupload the video in youtube.

Saturday, May 5, 2012

A Year Older

Can't believe I am already a year older! Can still be consider as "young" though. I describe myself as a teenager whom have just started to enter the adult stage of life. There's still a lot to learn in life. I admit I still behave like a kid at times. There's nothing to feel embarrass about admitting the " childish kid in me"...

Like hello... I'm not even 25. Can still be accepted as young adult.

My 21st B'day Cake > I'm Forever 21 ;) 
Taken sometime ago. Definitely not this year ;)


I feel so blessed. Thank you Allah for allowing me to live this far... No such thing as birthday celebration this year just like the previous year. No mood for that. I only went out for a dinner with my close ones.

Being single and having friends whom are busy with their own schedules.. What a life I have? But never mind because I am happy with my life. Close ones are hoping that I will meet my Mr Right any sooner but I don't want to think about it yet. There are more other things to focus on.

B'day Dine-In 2012

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I feel the same just like any normal days. I don't feel special on this day. Without my mum's presence, I don't feel the excitement. A wish from the woman who gave birth to us is different as compared to the rest. Four years ago, I felt excited upon hearing a birthday wish from her but now, not anymore. I can no longer hear that voice ever again. I just wanna say thank you mum for giving birth to me and allowing me to see this world.  

This year, I barely received any wishes from people around me. Be it relatives or friends. In fact, none from my relatives. Despite the birthday reminder in facebook, none actually bother to post a birthday wish on my wall. Am I the only one who will keep posting birthday wishes to friends (if I happen to log into facebook)?  Always forgotten by the rest..  

Majority of them were my classmates and schoolmates. They are the ones who added me on facebook and the first one to forget about my existence.

Sometimes, I can't avoid the feeling of "disappointment" if none REMEMBERS despite the reminder in facebook. A simple wish will certainly make my day. But every year it's the same thing. I felt so "un-exist"...  I totally feel sad about it.

What else can I say? This is reality. That's life! When you have everything, everyone will acknowledge you and be your friend. But if you have nothing, only a few (close family and true friends) will stand by your side. Sometimes I am thankful that I only have a few friends rather than a bunch of fake people around. It's not quantity but quality that matters.

I'm ending this...

Thank you Allah for everything that you have given me. Thank you mum for giving birth to me. You are dearly missed by everyone. I truly yearn for your love  and presence. But I'm aware every beginning will came to and end. I'm not ready for your loss but I have to accept the reality. Missing you always :'(


Friday, May 4, 2012

Di Sebalik Kata Tersirat Maksud Tertentu



Petikan Dialog Dari Episod Terakhir Drama Cinta Buat Emelda. Tersirat Makna yang dalam! Sweet!

Aril Fatah:
Saya ada dua mata untuk melihat namun saya tak mampu untuk memandang
Saya ada dua tangan untuk memegang namun saya tak mampu untuk mencapai
Saya ada dua kaki untuk berjalan namun saya tak mampu untuk melangkah
Tapi saya cuma ada satu hati yang mana saya yakin mampu untuk mencintai awak sehingga ke akhir hayat saya

Emelda:
Kadang-kadang Allah berikan hujan & lumpur pada kita       
Sesekali Allah kurniakan petir
Kita jadi risau, sedih, takut
Tapi selepas hujan, rupa-rupanya Allah hadiahkan kita pelangi  





Di antara OST Dari drama CBE:
Kehilangan - Firman
Ku coba ungkap tabir ini
Kisah antara kau dan aku
Terpisahkan oleh ruang dan waktu
Menyudutkanmu meninggalkanku
Ku merasa tlah kehilangan
Cintamu yang tlah lama hilang
Kau pergi jauh karena salahku
Yang tak pernah menganggap kamu ada
Asmara memisahkan kita
Mengingatkanku pada dirimu
Gelora mengingatkanku
Bahwa cintamu tlah merasuk jantungku

Sejujurnya ku tak bisa
Hidup tanpa ada kamu aku gila
Seandainya kamu bisa
Mengulang kembali lagi cinta kita
Takkan ku sia-siakan kamu lagi





 Di Sebalik Kata Tersirat Maksud Tertentu. Renungkanlah...



Thursday, May 3, 2012

I Wish I Could Hold Back Time

Countdown shall commence but I'm not in a mood... Tomorrow shall be a new beginning in my life. I wish today never ends.

I'm not prepared to face the challenges ahead. Sometimes I don't understand myself.

I don't even know why I started writing this entry in the first place. It seems meaningless & pointless. I have no plans on what I'm about to write. I am definite any readers that stop by my blog will think that it's a total crap on what I'm writing down here. I am not even sure why I log into my blog at this hour. To kill time or boredom?

The house felt a complete emptiness & extremely quiet at this hour. Wait... It's nothing unusual if the house seems quiet. There's only a few staying here. But what about this area? Have everyone in this housing estate gone to sleep? Silence is what I'm experiencing right now unlike usual.

If only I can Freeze The Time...

24 hours in a day is never enough. Poor time management? Seriously I'm tired thinking of what's goina happen in times to come. Honestly, I am mentally tired. My insomnia is getting worse as days goes by. I have not been sleeping for more than 24 hours. Nearly 2 days to be exact. Today I felt terrible. Unfocused state of mind the entire day. Sometimes I just feels like taking a bottle of sleeping pills. Wait... I don't intend to commit suicide. Don't get me wrong. I know ending our life purposely is a sin. I still hold on to my faith!

One thing for sure, I really am tired of everything that happen in my life. Frustrated and disappointed... My heart is shattered into thousand pieces... With some "fake" people around that adds to it. What could be worst than that. I pretend that nothing happen and try my best to put on a smile throughout but deep inside, I'm crying. Only God knew what I felt and went through.

I am actually a very private person. I don't enjoy talking about my personal life such as family but some people simply couldn't get enough of it. The more I try to avoid, the more they will touch on family issues. Enough please! It's the human nature I guess. We can never get satisfied with what we have. We demand more & more.

Even though I blog about my personal life but there is a line that I won't cross. Some things are best to be kept untold. I will never reveal anything that's too personal. I may rant about certain things but I try to hide certain factors such as the related parties identities will be kept confidential.

Thank you mum for giving birth to me. I am missing you :'(

A year older but forever young at heart. I wish to be a better person in times to come. Insya Allah...

I Wish I Could Hold Back time :'(

Here's a song "awaken" by Maher Zain. A song that touched my heart. I used this song as a reflection on  life.

http://youtu.be/N4G0fdh_Ty0




AWAKEN

We were given so many prizes 
We changed the desert into oasis
We built buildings of different lengths and sizes
And we felt so very satisfied 

We bought and bought
We couldn't stop buying
We gave charity to the poor 'cause
We couldn't stand their crying 

We thought we paid our dues
But in fact
To ourselves we're just lying

Oh...I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
I'm walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves

We were told what to buy and we'd bought
We went to London, Paris and Costa Del Sol
We made show we were seen in the most exlusive shops
Yes we felt so very satisfied

We felt our money gave us infinite power

We forgot to teach our children about history and honor
We didn't have any time to lose
When we were.. (were)
So busy feeling so satisfied

I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
I'm walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves

We became the visuals without a soul
despite the heat
Our homes felt so empty and cold
To fill the emptiness
We bought and bought
Maybe all the fancy cars
And bling will make us feel satisfied

My dear brother and sister
It's time to change inside
Open your eyes
Don't throw away what's right aside
Before the day comes
When there's nowhere to run and hide
Now ask yourself 'cause Allah's watching you

Is He satisfied?
Is Allah satisfied?
Is Allah satisfied?
Is Allah satisfied?

Oh..I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
I'm walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves


Our smile is a light that may illuminate the darkness in others hearts, it costs nothing but can give everything :)

 I ♥ MY LIFE :)

Quotes of é Day

"Time sets the stage; fate writes the script; but only we may choose our character." - Liam Thomas Ryder

Monday, April 30, 2012

Goodbye April

Was browsing through the calender when suddenly it hit me hard on my head. What? April coming to an end? OMG...! Last week I'm aware that April's was nearing to it's end but I don't expect this to be happening this quick. If only I could freeze the clock? The word "if" would be great if it can be used in reality to hold back time. If it can be used, a lot of things can happen according to our way.

April have not been a productive month for me. I just don't know why? I'm emotionally unstable... I was not in a good health lately. Been running a temperature almost daily. I ended up spending almost the entire day resting.

What's gotten worst? Recently, I get upset for the little things that occurs. It's just not the real me. I miss my "old self" of being the calm & patience type whereby my anger won't perks up easily. Have I lost my positive attitude? Hopefully not!

The Changes In Me

I realized that I'm getting more temperamental as days goes by. I really find this changes some kind of weirdo. Previously, I might be temperament for a while but it's pretty much in control. I never "explode" in front of others especially in public. What's happening to me right now? I intend to drive away that "temper" inside me. But the question is, how do I deal with it? HELP! I hate this kind of "temper".

Tomorrow is a holiday! Yay! H-O-L-I-D-A-Y! Well, everyday seem to be a holiday for me since the past few months. :)

After April ended, I am hoping that something good will happen soon. Insya-Allah...




Our smile is a light that may illuminate the darkness in others hearts, it costs nothing but can give everything :)

 I ♥ MY LIFE :)

Friday, April 27, 2012

Random Quotes

Quotes of é Day

When you're sad you must smile. When you're happy you must laugh. When you're weak you must stay strong!




Our smile is a light that may illuminate the darkness in others hearts, it costs nothing but can give everything :)

 I ♥ MY LIFE :)

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Networking Session

My entire day is taken. I'm not really in a good mood today but I forced myself to attend & smile throughout the day. I'm a person who will often put on a smile in my daily life but only for today there's time that I forced myself to smile because I'm not in a mood. Don't ask me why?

I take a look at the job listings. Nothing much to apply. I lack experience. Language is a hindrance. But I just take the positive side of it. I get to know a few individuals who are kind enough to share their experiences & tips with me. After getting to know one another, they realize that I am of the same age as their daughter. The seniors are a very nice people to talk to. Talking to them is as if I'm talking to my mum. They regard me as their daughter since I'm the youngest in the group, how fortunate... At least I don't feel left out. They try to instill the confident in me. Thank you seniors for sharing with me!

Moody

After the interview session, it further spoil my mood. For the first time in my life, I felt a complete useless. I'm being placed at a very bottom position. Fine, I lack experience and my qualifications seems like a trash. But must it really be said directly? I am open to critics but for goodness sake, I'm just about to get started. If you think I'm totally under qualified, can you at least give me a chance?

How am I going to gain experience if I'm not given a chance to prove it? If every company requires highly qualified & experience applicants, I forever will nener fit into the list. Out of a few that I applied for the same company, not even one will be considered? She's indirectly telling me that. Actions speaks louder than words..

Ok fine... I admit I lack confidence. I am slacking especially in my conversation. I am not able to improve within a day or am I able to? It's very stressful for me.

Nevertheless, I shall not think about this anymore. I need to be back to my normal self as the one with a positive attitude. I might get upset or cried after failure but I shall not let this overcome my positiveness in life. My best friend often reminded me that I am that "someone with a positive attitude". Therefore, I shall not led this rejection as the end. I believe there's more opportunities ahead.


Our smile is a light that may illuminate the darkness in others hearts, it costs nothing but can give everything :) 

Monday, April 23, 2012

One More Week & Yearn For A Mum's ♥

I don't realize time flies this quick! One more week & I will turn a year older. But there's nothing that I achieve towards my final week of being 22nd. I'm no longer excited when my birthday is approaching. I feel nothing. All I really want is a wish from my beloved mum. I yearn for a motherly love all this while. I wish she is here.

Mum, thank you for allowing me to see this world. I appreciate all the sacrifices you did to raise us. And you ended up spending less quality time for us. You are the sole breadwinner for your kids. We can never thank you enough.

Sometimes I often wonder why can't you always be there for me? Why can't you just stay home & take care of us just like other kids. Now I knew the reason. You work hard day & night to provide food for us. I admit that I ever hate you for not loving me as much as you love your son but then it no longer matters as I grown up. You love your kids equally at the end of the day.

Being the youngest, I felt that you love me lesser as compare to the rest. Your attention is given more to him than me. Sorry mum, there is no such thing as "siblings rivalry" in my dictionary. I love my sibling unconditionally because we are related. Blood is thicker than water. But I just felt that you love me less just because I'm born as a girl. Perhaps you prefer all your kids to be boys.

Mum, now I'm all ALONE in this world. After you left, I felt a complete emptiness in my heart. My life seems meaningless. I do not know which path do I take? I can't decide on my own. I need you to discuss about my daily life issues, problems, etc.. Mum, yes I'm a grown up now but I am not ready enough to face problems along the way. Life is tough! I'm all alone in this battle.

Who do I share my thoughts & unhappiness to? Friends? They are busy with their own life. Sooner or later, they will settle down with their partner. But what about me? I'm all alone... Whenever I think about this, it teared me up. I'm not strong enough to face this.

Mum, I know I shouldn't complain because I still have your beloved loving sister with me all this while. She did a good job. You made the perfect decision in choosing her to be the one taking care of your one and only daughter.. I'm really being well taken care of & I'm thankful for that. Ever since you are ill, she's the one managing my welfare. She provide me with all that I need. But I don't want to be a burden to her. That's why I often stress myself out to start applying for jobs.

Mum, please pray for me that my luck will come soon. Sesungguhnya doa seorang ibu seumpama doa nabi terhadap umatnya. I believe Allah will listen to your prayers from up there. 


Mum I want you by my side but I know Allah loves you more. That's why He take you to be with him. Rest in peace mum. My prayers goes out to you. Insya-Allah. Al-Fatihah...



Our smile is a light that may illuminate the darkness in others hearts, it costs nothing but can give everything :)

Friday, April 20, 2012

♥ Hatiku Milikmu by Nera ♥



this song to the max! No reason behind the instant preferences. Just it! 




Hatiku Milikmu  - Nera

Pernahkah engkau hargai cintaku yang sejati
Pernahkah engkau mengerti akan diriku ini
Betapa hebatnya cintamu, memberiku sejuta pilu
Betapa agungnya asmaramu, membuatku terpaku

Disisimu ku terdiam seribu bahasa
Dihatiku bergetar sejuta rasa
Namun sukar untuk aku meluahkan ku cinta padamu

Nafasku terhenti bila melihat dirimu
Terasa pantas degupan jantungku                                          
Mungkinkah hatiku milikmu jua                                                          
Ku sayang padamu

Kan ku abadikan dikau
Sewaktu kenangan yang manis
Yang tak mungkin aku lupa
Untuk selamanya

Kan ku coretkan kenanganmu
Dalam sanubariku ini
Agar jadi yang terindah
Di dalam hidupku ini

Disisimu aku terdiam seribu bahasa
Dihatiku bergetar sejuta rasa
Namun sukar untuk aku meluahkan ku cinta padamu

Nafasku terhenti bila melihat dirimu
Terasa pantas degupan jantungku
Mungkinkah hatiku milikmu jua
Ku Sayang padamu

Bagai bahtera dilanda badai
Gelora cintamu mengoncang jiwaku
Berombak mencari daratan yang damai
Oh Cintaku

Disisimu aku terdiam seribu bahasa
Dihatiku bergetar sejuta rasa
Namun sukar untuk aku meluahkan Ku cinta padamu

Nafasku terhenti bila melihat dirimu
Terasa pantas degupan jantungku ini
Mungkinkah hatiku milikmu jua
Ku Sayang padamu

Aku coretkan kenangananmu
Dalam sanubariku ini
Agar jadi yang terindah
Di dalam hidupku ini


Sejak dilanda demam ♥ "Cinta Buat Emelda"   di TV3 Malaysia, aku telah pun mula minat untuk mendengar lagu yang merupakan lagu tema untuk drama yang paling diminati saat ini. Pertama kali dengar dah terus "tersangkut". Suke sangat!

Tak sabar rasanya menatikan episod terakhir pengakhiran drama ini. Pengakhiran yang bahagia atau sebaliknya? Sama-samalah kita nantikan 8 episod berikutnya dalam masa dua minggu lagi sebelum drama ini sampai ke penghujungnya pada tanggal 03 Mei 2012.


Music Video by Nera

Our smile is a light that may illuminate the darkness in others hearts, it costs nothing but can give everything :) 


I ♥ MY LIFE :)

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

All I Need Is ♥

All The Love sung by Taufik Batisah is one of my favorite recently. Sweet!


It's a song recorded 7 years back. I still remembered purchasing this album back in 2005 during my secondary school final year. When I retrieve back the old albums I had bought, I came across with this song that I "suddenly" like it in an instant after 7 years. There's no reason behind my instant preferences but it just happen. The song get stuck in my head out of a sudden. Reminiscing about the past.





What is ♥ to me?

Talking about ♥, it's the greatest feeling in the world I could ever describe. The meaning of love itself is very wide. Love can happen to anyone at anytime & anywhere.

Love evolves with the people around us especially those who are close to us. Our loved ones. The most important thing is we must love ourselves first before loving others. This may sound selfish at first thought. But it's true. If we love ourselves, we will treasure all the things around us.

Be thankful that God created us & allowing us to experience the beauty of nature and life. Every single breath we inhale & exhale belongs to the almighty, We are alive today is all because of him. Therefore, be thankful. Love God. I love لله‎ .

Secondly is love between our family. It incorporate parents, siblings & close relatives (& atleast appreciate every single one of them) though we may not be close to any or majority of the relatives. It takes two hand to clap. In reality, we are aware that even our close ones betray us for the sake of their own happiness for example out of jealousy, they may resort to the extent of a disastrous or "betrayal" thus losing our trust we have in them.

Love between friends. The special love between the opposite gender ♥. That's the special ♥. Talking about special ♥, I have yet to experience that. Others may find it weird that till now(my current age), I still have absolutely nothing, NIL experience on special ♥.

I get this a lot! "Are you sure you're single?" You are too pretty to be single. You must be kiddin!" The ask me question regarding my status & I answered honestly but they still make their own assumption. Then, what's the point of me answering? I must choose the method of "silence" when they throw out this question at me again. Changing topics or simply answer the common tagline "It's for me to know & for you to find out." Ahaha...

I think I have done this before in my earliest post when I just started this blog years back. But after 3 years, I'm going to list down my "Dream Guy Criteria".

I need a guy who can make me feel comfortable whenever I'm with him. Someone with a good sense of humor will do the trick! What could be any better if a guy could crack me up even in my worst day. I really need someone who can cheer me up especially when I'm down. Therefore he mustn't be the quiet type because that won't click with me. I am rather on the quiet nature side so I need someone who can communicate with me. Although I may be quiet to strangers but once you really get to know me, you would be on crack. Only applies to my close friends.

A guy needs to do what he has to do. Be a gentleman & be responsible in whatever actions you take. Every actions bares its own consequences. He must have a good sense of responsibilities & firm. Basic knowledge in religious beliefs is the most important factor which cannot be denied because he will have to lead the family. One day he will be the "leader in the house" after marriage. Leadership qualities is important.

What is a love relationship without marriage? It's meaningless. A guy must be committed in a relationship & stay faithful. A couple can remain as one for let say 5 to 10 years but if after that frame time, there's still no progress, it's no point continuing with that relationship. A total waste of time. Unless they are still young & financially not stable.

When I intend to settle down?

Only God knew the answer. I won't make things difficult. Once I've found my soulmate, I will agree to settle down. I am waiting for a proposal from that special someone whom I have no idea who shall it be?

I have no idea when it's gonna be. When the time has finally come, I think I will have the answer to it. I do not want to stress out thinking about it. If it's meant to be, I'll settle down. It could be next year, in two years or three years time.

At my current age, maybe 2 years seems to be the perfect timing but I never know what will happen next. There's still so much to learn. I don't even know if I'm ready. Nevertheless,  I will leave it to Him, the almighty.

Lastly love between the mankind & beliefs(religious). Love mother nature. That's a wrap!

I think my write up suits the title, All I Need Is Love ♥

I'll end this for now. Till the next update. Cherio peeps! Start the day with smile :)
 

Our smile is a light that may illuminate the darkness in others hearts, it costs nothing but can give everything :)

I ♥ MY LIFE :)

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Never Eat Fruits Before Meal? How True Is That?

Based on sharing made by DJ KC 897fm, I'm curious about this issue. I have heard regarding this recently at a "food expo" but the question is, How true is that? The explanations seems logic though.  If we cut out slices of fruits & leave it on a table, it will not last that long before rotting. 

The logic is it may applies to our body. Since it's the fastest to be digested, it should be consumed first before a solid meal. If left unattended, the fruits will rot.

Here I will share the facts posted by DJ KC from his facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/djkcpage


(Translation from the picture above)

According to Rasulullah's Diet...

NEVER EAT:
MILK + MEAT
MEAT + FISH
CHICKEN + MILK
FISH + EGG
FISH + SALAD
MILK + VINEGAR
FRUITS + MILK
eg: Cocktail

Never skip Dinner.
Those who did so, will aged faster & the body cholesterol shall multiply

Nver Eat fruits before meal(rice).

Never sleep an hour after having lunch.


It's Time to "google out" the facts:

Always eat fruits before a meal?? The science behind it?

We all think eating fruits means just buying fruits, cutting it and just popping it into our mouths. It’s not as easy as you think. It’s important to know how and when to eat. What is the correct way of eating fruits?

IT MEANS NOT EATING FRUITS AFTER YOUR MEALS! * FRUITS SHOULD BE EATEN ON AN EMPTY STOMACH.

If you eat fruit like that, it will play a major role to detoxify your system, supplying you with a great deal of energy for weight loss and other life activities.

How do fruits supply ‘energy’ for weight loss? It is wrong to say that, may be they meant something else. Yes, there is a possibility of reduction in weight by eating a lot of fruits. If about one-third of your diet is fruits, it helps fill the stomach and avoid the high calorie foods. Thus, eating lots of fruits will decrease the total calorie intake and thus make you lose weight not by some divine ‘energy’ as claimed here.

FRUIT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT FOOD. Let’s say you eat two slices of bread and then a slice of fruit. The slice of fruit is ready to go straight through the stomach into the intestines, but it is prevented from doing so.

In the meantime the whole meal rots and ferments and turns to acid. The minute the fruit comes into contact with the food in the stomach and digestive juices, the entire mass of food begins to spoil…
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Digestive juices evolved in human being’s stomachs to spoil the food we eat?? How outrageous is that?

 Yes, stomach is a very acidic place, and for a good reason. Our food needs to be chewed one more time before nutrients can be absorbed in the intestine.

Acidifying the food helps the stomach ‘chew’ the food by easing the energy the stomach expends in its mechanical motion. Also, the enzymes released in the stomach are meant to work at that acidic pH.

So this hypothesis is false. You eat bread or fruit, the stomach will release digestive juices which will be acidic and no they won’t ‘rot’ your food.

There might be some truth in the fact that digestion of fruits takes less effort by the stomach than the same amount of bread, because fruit is more fibrous and has high water content. So I don’t completely disagree with eating fruits on an empty stomach. It might have some benefit. But not much.

So please eat your fruits on an empty stomach or before your meals! You have heard people complaining — every time I eat watermelon I burp, when I eat during my stomach bloats up, when I eat a banana I feel like running to the toilet, etc — actually all this will not arise if you eat the fruit on an empty stomach. The fruit mixes with the putrefying other food and produces gas and hence you will bloat!

On the contrary, bloating is caused due to inadequate intake of fluids and fibre. Both of which are present in fruit in plenty. So, if you want to reduce bloating please eat fruit.

Greying hair, balding, nervous outburst, and dark circles under the eyes all these will NOT happen if you take fruits on an empty stomach.

Anything else? These are outrageous claims without any reasoning!

There is no such thing as some fruits, like orange and lemon are acidic, because all fruits become alkaline in our body, according to Dr. Herbert Shelton who did research on this matter. If you have mastered the correct way of eating fruits, you have the Secret of beauty, longevity, health, energy, happiness and normal weight.

Dr Herbert Shelton was an American alternative medicine advocate who passed away in 1985. Science and in particular nutritional science has come a long way since then.

I’d rather read a peer-reviewed science publication than listen to what a proponent of pseudo-science has to say. Won’t you? And to counter the claim, foods can definitely be classified according to their pH.

So yes, orange and lemon are acidic (they have ascorbic ACID!). There is some truth that food becomes alkaline in the process of digestion but only after they have gone through the acidic stomach juices. After being chewed and gulped, the food goes into our stomach where it is attacked by acid in the digestive juices, once broken down this food travels to the intestine where it is neutralised and made slight alkaline which is the pH of the intestine for further processing.

When you need to drink fruit juice – drink only fresh fruit juice, NOT from the cans. Don’t even drink juice that has been heated up. Don’t eat cooked fruits because you don’t get the nutrients at all. You only get to taste. Cooking destroys all the vitamins.

Wrong, wrong, wrong!  Vitamins in food are affected by growing conditions, post harvest changes, initial treatments (washing, milling), blanching and other thermal processing, and storage. Not heating alone, there are only a few vitamins which are lost, NOT ALL.

But eating a whole fruit is better than drinking the juice. If you should drink the juice, drink it mouthful by mouthful slowly, because you must let it mix with your saliva before swallowing it. You can go on a 3-day fruit fast to cleanse your body. Just eat fruits and drink fruit juice throughout the 3 days and you will be surprised when your friends tell you how radiant you look!

Whole fruit is better than juice because it is fibrous. Gulping any food not just juice is not a good idea because the first stage of digestion begins in the mouth. Enzymes like amylase breaks down starch to sugar and salivary lipase (more potent form of lipase) breaks down fat. Chewing or keeping food longer in the mouth will help dissolve or mix these important enzymes and let them act effectively.

Drinking Cold water after a meal = Cancer! Can u believe this?? For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you.

 It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion. Once this ‘sludge’ reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine.. Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.

Ok, attack on eating fruit wasn’t enough. You have to dwell on cancer?? It is possible that if you drink very cold water after a meal then some fat in the food stuff will solidify. But nothing after that is true. Even if it slows your digestion it will not lead to more fat in the body. The amount of fat in the food is decided by the type of food and drinking cold water will in no way affect the absorption of this fat. Excess fats can cause cancer but because cold water does nothing to increase the fat in the food. That should not be a worry at all. It’s such a far-fetched claim!

References:


‘Tongue’ in the stomach
(http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/18367093)

Stability of Vitamins (Many references for different vitamins, so quoting a few, a google scholar search will give u many academic publications)
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC1253064/
http://cdavies.wordpress.com/2006/03/09/vitamins-part-2-stability/


Monday, April 9, 2012

Maher Zain Latest Album "Forgive Me"

Recent Interviews In Malaysia:
Credits goes to the uploader  ... Thanks for uploading!








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Here's the official music video for "Number One For Me"... I really ♥ this song!
Credits goes to his recording label 


Maher Zain - Forgive Me | Album Advert - New 2012


I do not have his new album yet but I hope to be able to purchase it soon. I found this song "forgive me" while browsing Youtube. But I honestly think that Maher sound totally different in this song. I love this song as the message convey has always as expected managed to touched my heart with the meaningful lyrics.

Credits goes to the uploader:  




P.S: Looking forward to purchase "Forgive Me"